hmmm... i dunno if u'll be reading this, n i dun wish to state who you are.. but well.. ur're someone so near yet so far, i guess... guess u noe tt i've been ignoring you lately.. i noe tis is not rite, nor is it the right way fer mi to treat u.. esp, someone so close... n be it someone i shd respect to.. perhaps i hadn't respect you before.. but ask urself if u deem the respect..
let mi tell u the reason behind this coldness you get from me.. ur're older than me.. n i believe i dun haf the right to tell u wad's right and wad's wrong and simply becoz u shd noe it better than me.. but obviously, you dun.. u do things tt u think its right but not noeing tt ur're hurting pple close to your heart.. so much money is spent on your studies and u simply dun give a fark abt it.. fer ur age.. i think u shd b able to noe wad's right n wad's not.. but u juz simply ignore the fact.. the fact tt there're not ard.. doesn't mean tt you can do wadeva u wan.. ur integrity lies in you... nth's wrong wif clubbing, having fun and hanging out wif your boyfren.. but u shd noe ur limits...
you shd noe tt u earn ur trust from pple.. if u do things tt misplaces their trusts, they will NEVER EVER put tt trust in you again.. perhaps tis entry a tad bit too serious.. and i might not be in the place to tell you all these.. i juz need you to noe tt wad's going on..
to change or not, it still lies in you.. remember.. they are not "pian xin"... they juz trust someone whom they think they can... but u break ur promise not more than once.. n u hurt them not more than once.. i noe tt "she" loves to nag at you, scold u etc.. but ask urself why is this so? hav u did anything tt proved tt u've grown up? u noe it better than anyone else.. dun think tt when u help others, means tt u've matured and can handle all other problems.. but the truth is.. u can't even settle your own problem.. n pls, face the truth and deal wif it...
i hope tis entry realli makes sense to you...
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