loving you

love you.
love you not.
love you.
love you not.
love you.
love you not.
love you.
love you not.
love you.
love you not.
love you.
love you not.
love you.

i decided, i still do.

happy 20th. melody!!!

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to melody
happy birthday to you!!!!

yea yea yea!
i noe its a tad bit too early..
tmr's the actual date!!!
but my fingers juz can't stop!
wahaha..
an advanced greeting frm ur dearest fren here melody!!!
finally 20!
the youngest of 4 of us.. =)
n the one whom we spent the most time on preparing your prezie!!!
so.. MUZ BE HOURNERED OKIES!!! =P

ok lah..
but i guess u'll LOVE the pressie..!!!
although the outlook is not realli FANTASTIC..
but, it's our hard work, leh!!! =)
i noe u'll like it.. definitely.. !
hehe.. bhb hor! =P who cares?!?!

yeah!
in less den 4 hrs, we'll b happily feasting @ Kuishin-Bo!
I CAN'T WAIT!
HELP!
-_-"
and den ktv-ing @ Civic Center (yea..woodlands coz of one of our dearest ms.ma-fan.. but we're already VERY contented she agreed to come... =))

hope we'll haf lotsa lotsa lotsa lotsa fun fun fun!!!

till den..
keep anticipatin... =)

b.l.o.g.g.i.n.g

i'm bored, as per usual
ans so, i'm blogging.
i noe its gonna b crap.
who cares?
i dun!

oh fcuk.
it' onli like 1510hrs. like 2.5 more hrs of work.
tis is hell!
no!
tis is shi ba ceng di yu..
coz to make things worse, my close colleagues all went on leave!
saw tt?!?!
ON LEAVE!!!!!

these pple are so MEAN!
they leave mi suffering on a FRIDAY!!!
argh!
stab me! slap me! squeeze me!
do wadever u can to kill me!
so i can stop getting tortured! -_-
*sobz... zhen de shi hao ming ku... =(

was blog-visiting some so-called-famous-pple's blog..
like xiaxue, rockson, blinkymummy, saripartygirl.. etc etc
actually, they each haf their own way of language..
n personally, i think the one tt amuses mi the most is rockson's ..
haha.. if ur're realli bored n need some entertainment, try tt..
u'll laff ur head off...
but he blogs like once in a mth or smthing?!?!
so.. ya..
n they say 好的东西是值得等待的..
not tt it's realli tt gd, lah.. oh well.. its juz a source of entertainment..
u peeps get wad i mean?!?!

oh ya..
i might b watching Harry Potter ltr..
finally decided to watch it..
mainly coz there isn't any other show worth spending money on, i guess.. -_-

me2: might as well save up lah.. dun watch harry oso..
me: cannot! i'll die of boredom!
me2: ya hor.. everyday work work work liow.. muz destress abit.. y not go chiong or smthing? wun so sianz mahz..
me: u think i dun wan meh.. no money leh.. if not why would i b slogging my butts off rite nw?
me2: true lah.. wad else can you do? sell ur backside lor?
me: no one wants my butt.. =( it's big and saggy! -_- oPPs.. i juz blurted out my lil' secret..
me2: haha.. nw everyone noes you haf a big n saggy butt!!! =P

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-_-

i self declare: I'M MAD!

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Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it!

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countdown to melody's bday :5days!

1...2...3...4...

5!!!!!!

hehe!
yeah!!!
5 more days to our dearest MELODY'S bday~
cheerios!!!
=)
hmm..
haven realli decided hw to celebrate her bday tt day...
but we've decided on a feast @ Kuishin-Bo!

dong dong dong.. 1,2,3..
we are Kuishin-Bo
dong dong dong... 1,2,3
good price good taste japanese food
dong dong dong.. 1,2,3
suntec tower 1, level 3
dong dong dong... 1,2,3
japanese food taste prima-dunno-wad-tise..
dong dong dong.. 1,2,3
we are Kuishin-Bo..
KUISHIN-BO!!!

no!
i'm not crazy..
i'm juz a lil' unwell....!!! haha
sick in the head lah.. pardon mi.. =P
anyways, the above song wasn't created by me..
in case pple realli tot tt i was so siao to create a song for Kuishin-Bo.. -_-
i think i'm not TT sick yet ya..
juz... goin to tt extent.. =P

thou the price's a lil' ex..
but i think food is not baDD lah..
ms-nanying tried b4 n said it was not baDD...=)
n i've been wanting to try it ever since i heard tt advertisement song (neh.. the one above)
so Kuishin-Bo, dun disappoint me ok? *winkz*

Dearest Melody,
we promise to make ur celebration as fun as possible ok?!?! but quite diff lah hor.. muz understand coz we got ms-dun-like-KTV-dun-like-chionging-ber wif us.. so haf to think of interesting n fun activities.. =P
PLUS PLUS PLUS!
A SURPRISE..!!! WE PROMISE!!!
ur one in a lifetime 20th bday leh..
we na li gan chao shuai zhun bei... =P
..............................................................................................................................................................................
but the prob is..
i haven realli tot of wad surprise.. wahahaha!
oPps...
u'll noe on tt day....
................in the meantime..
THINK OF HW UR'RE GONNA DRESS UP TT DAY!!
there'll be 4 pretty babes ya?!?!
hehes...

Lotsa love, huggies, kisses,
uradorableqinz!

exhaustion

i'm blogging to wake myself up
coz i'm simply too simply
n can hardly keep my eyes open any longer

wtf!
its onli 1446 hrs.
tt's like 2hrs++ more b4 i can knock off
tis is torturous! -_-

mind is in a blank actually
juz tot of bloggin wadever's tt remaining in this nut-shell of mine..
hmmm..

how you guys find this yr's Xmas' decorations?
i find it so-so lah..
coz its like every-yr-the-same..
but i realli LOVE the deco@Tangs laz yr..
totally beaUUUUUUtiful!
u guys still rem?
its the one wif a lot of "mirrors" and those purple and white lightings..
regretted i din take a photo laz yr.. -_-

so tis yr, boi&i decided to go town to take pics..
although its not realli beautiful..
but hack, lah..
it's once-in-a-yr kind of thing
u wun get the exact same deco ever again..

oh ya..
we're goin to Mount Faber too
i read frm the news dere's tis 6.1m Christmas Tree, beaUUUUtifully lit..
so, pics pics pics again!!! =)

anways, i wun b in SG tis Xmas..
so, might as well keep some memories.. =)
think i will b in one of the resorts in Msia tis time rd..
cool!
wif the clean n nice n breezy n isolated beach..
finally i dun haf to squeeze wif the "black-ants" who charge out of their nests when festive seasons come, looking fer female ants to ogle & caress at..
wahaha.. u peeps get wad i mean?
can't realli speak specifically or i might get charged for racsim!!!
oPps.. did i juz let the cat out of the bag?!!
waaahhahaha

in anyways, those who go fer countdowns would noe wadi mean.. =P

wth!
its onli 1454hrs..
i took onli 8 min to blog all the crap above..
zZZz...
am i too fast?
or time juz passes too slowly?!!

oh ya!
haf u guys heard Madonn'a new song?
i dun realli noe the title..
but part of the lyrics goes like tis: "time goes by... so slowly.. etc etc"
i love the melody of her new song.. (nopez melody, i'm not calling you!) >> haha!
n i can still rem her oldie -Take A Bow...
OMG!
do you guys like ever heard of tis song?
hahaha..
she's like 40++ oredi n still maintaining a perfect figure!
n did u guys like see her new MTV..
OMG!
i bet a 20 yr old (im like tokin bout me here) wouldn't b able to dance the way she did..
tis is wad i call...
....................................... A SEX GODDESS!!!

*i kowtow to you...!!!!!.....!!!!....!!!!!

aft~lunch

juz had packed lunch downstairs..
*bloated&slpy nw!
-_-"
slpt at 2am laz nite
seriously lack of slp..
zZZz..

anyways, recap on my activities during the weekend!!!

Friday was pup's bday...
we had dinner @ tis "ulu" seafood restaurant @ Bukit Timah..
food was so-so
nt up to expectation... *sigh
but after tt, mum suggested Haigen-Daz fer dessert!!!
whoppie!
i get to grow fat again!!! -_-
had a realli nice dessert.. =) all the flavours tt i LOVE!!!
hehe..

Saturday!
boi had work in the morning..
so as usual, we onli went out in the evening..
i shd say LATE evening..
went to Balestier fer curry fish head..
den after tt, guess whr we went?!?!
wahaha!!!
we headed to Changi Beach....
..............................to............... to........... to..........
do smthing i haven done b4............................................
.......................................................................................................... *blushes*..........
...........................................hides under blanket................................................................
flutters eyelash.................................
gettting more n more shy..................................................

to......... to............... to......................





CATCH CRABS LAH!!!

wad were u guys thinking?!?! *hmmmmmmmmmm

haha.. it was realli fun!!!
we caught a total of 5 crabs and a few tiny fishes..
we brought dem back to see hw many days could dey survive..
but sadly, they died soon after they reached my home.. wahaha..
kind of cruel rite?!?!
and i FORGOT to take pics of the first-ever-crabs i caught... =(
nvm.. there'll b a next time... =)

Sunday!
we were supposed to wake up @ 9am..
get breakfast n head to SENTOSA!!!

BUT,... BUT,,,..... BUT.....!!!!!
tis pig of mine decided to rot in bed n not wake up!!!!
*eh.. actually i was the one who wanted to slp in lah.. wahaha
so, end up, we woke up @ 11 instead...
but the plus plus point was tt we still managed to go to Sentosa lah..
hehe..
i wanted to try the new "so-called-luge-cart"..
n i was so paiseh..
coz when the person was teaching mi hw to operate the "machine", i looked like a total idiot to him and simply couldn't get it to move..
in the end, he told my boi: "hey, show your gf hw u do it!"
i was like so damn paiseh lor..
so i juz shouted.." i noe liow i noe liow".. n juz did wadever i could to get the "machine" moving!!! -_-" so paiseh!!!
n u could see kids at the age of like 7-10 swerving pass mi w/o any effort!!!
n i nearly rammed into the edge and hurt my leg.. -_-
duh!
i self-declare i do not haf a tiny-weeny-bit of "sports-blood" in me!!!
wahah.. is there such a word anyway?
hack, lah!

nevertheless, i still had fun..
had fun laffing @ my boi!!!
haha.. coz he was like trembling & complaining on board the chairlift!
the chairlift is smthing like a cable car, but those "open-air" kind..
he said he was afraid of heights and he was grabbing onto the poles so tightly i tot the chairlift's gonna b pulled down by him soon!
wahaha.. i was laffing all the way...
poor him, he was so terrified..
after tt, i regretted not taking a pic whilst on board coz i reckon there wun b a second time..
wahaha..

mean mean me!!!

all in all...
i had a nice weekend.. =)
n i hope tis week would b a pleasant one too...
cheerios peeps!

lunch time..

yuppie!
10 more min to lunch time.. =)

n guess wad pple!!!
ITS FREAKY FRIDAY TODAY!!!
hahah..
half day left to suffer b4 we all get 2 days of freedom!!!
cheerios cheerios cheerios!!!

oh ya..
happy 49th birthday pups!
gonna haf seafood ltr..
yum yum!
haven bought a cake yet..
i wanted to get Bakerz In coz i LOVE their cakes..
haha..
WAIT!
it's pups' birthday, so i shd get one tt HE likes, not me rite?
wahaha.. who cares?!?! i'm paying fer it.. leh!!!
-_-"

boi might not b able to join us..
n i told him: 你不来就 "lugi" 了！！
coz he did share the present we gave pups!
wahaha..
i'm so cheapo rite..
sHHhhh..
joking onli mahz!!!
=P

anyways, i goin fer lunch le..
blog ltr..
see ya peeps!!!

周杰伦。南拳妈妈(Lara) - 珊瑚海

hmm...
actually wanted to post Jay's&NanQuanMaMa'sLara song here..
but it turns out to be alien language when i publish it..
so decided to delete it away... -_-

back frm lunch since 1303hrs..
its 1331 nw, but i still hasn't started on work n dun intend to till 1400!
haha..
its so freaking bored...
n i'm so freaking slpy.. =(
haf been slping @ 1am recently..
GDI!
my eyebags & dark rings are appearing...
n all i can depend on is my MAC concealer.. =(

its my papa's bday tmr!!!
he's 49 le..
but i think he dun look TT old lah
both my parents dun look their age..
& so i inherited tis plus plus point!! wahaha
but i would rather look a bit more mature lah
at least pple wun b calling mi xiao mei xiao mei... =(

most of my colleagues calls mi xiao mei..
only those ard my age would call mi my name..
dun realli like it , lah..
but to them, i'm juz a small lil' girl who doesn't know anything... =(

actually i've many things to blog abt some matters tt happened @ work
but i'm so lazzie..
-_-
perhaps i'll do it ltr..

till den...

home sweet home

its 1736hrs!

home.sweet.home

its raining heavily nw!
-_-
hate it when it rains when i'm goin home!!!

anyways,
shall continue bloggin' tml
cheerios peeps!

it's wednesday!
countdown: 2moredays!

bad day @ work

horrible day @ work i guess
juz nt my day! =(
sigh~

tt's the way it works in a big co. i guess
i'm juz nt used to it yet..
its fcuking irritating to be tolerating all these crap
at times, u juz wished u could vanish n leave all the crap behind

maybe its juz me who hasn't grown up
n thus, unable to realise tt tis is reality, n tis is wad goes on, no matter whr i am
it's gonna happen to me 5 yrs down the road, again.
whr i haf to start getting myself ready fer the same cycle again..

it juz sucks, to the core!

bloated&sleepy

juz had a fatty meal @ KFC
woked back to UE Square frm PS under the scorching sun!
nearly melted! -_-"
horrible weather!

am feeling so zZZzpy nw manz!
bth!
tis is hell!
haix~

-confusion-
recently, my guy has been rather moody
bcoz of work i guess?
i hope its not bcoz of me
he has tis ever-sianzness look on his face
haix~
i hate it when he has his pms.. =(
haf to suffer wif his sianzness + given the fact tt i'm not tt tolerant..
i think we're gonna quarrel soon.. =(

i do wanna cheer him up too
but i dunno hw.. =(
tt's the sad thing..
oh man!

conclusion: guys do haf swinging moods too! beware! -_-"

inspi-rational blog

oh f****!
i'm so f***-ing bored!
-_-"

haix~
damn sick..
....................in the head!

getting sick n tired of my current job..
seems like my already-underused-brain is losing its remaining brain power.. =(
i dun think tt my brain is needed fer my work..
everything is so repetitive tt i think they shd employ a robot instead
& when things happen n they dun wish to take the blame, they can lecture the robot instead of mi!

but i can't quit my job juz bcoz i'm sick n tired of it
need it fer the money
tt's wad everybody does rite?
is there realli someone in this world who work bcoz of pure interest n not a tiny bit fer money?
oh f*** tt whoever!
he/she is lying!

pardon for the crudeness..
i'm trying to retain my sanity..
but in the meantime...
juz bear wif mi... =(

bored blogger

hw do you conclude whether if ur blog is interesting?
actually, it dun even need to b interesting.. rite?
in the first place, a blog was meant to be an online diary.. is it not?

Diary
wad's a definition of a diary?
to me, i tot it was supposed to b a space whr u jot down the lil' stuffs tt happen to u everyday
be it anything tt happened, good or bad, big or small..
coz it's abt u.. n ur life.. n pple close to ur hearts..

Blog
Supposedly, an online diary
but i guess its NOT nw..
we no longer can write wadeva we wish to write
no longer can voice out wadeva shit tt we're unhappy wif
no longer use vulgarities on our blog.
tmd!
everything's no longer the same..

i rem tt when i juz started blogging,
it wasn't popular yet..
n there weren't probs like bloggers getting into jail/kena fined juz bcoz of some sensitive issues they blogged abt..
but nw, after since it became soOOOoooo popular tt almost all teens out dere do own a blog..
everything becomes toOOoo sensitive!
haix..
is tis gd or baDD?

seriously speaking, i dun think dere's a need to jail pple juz fer voicing out things tt there're unhappy wif..
but wtf! ur're living in SG.. n tis is hw SG government thinks..
sometimes.. i juz find tt our dear old ctry is toOOo protected..
too protected in a way tt we're all like babies nw..
too protected to protect ourselves in other countries i believe..
hw many of us are frightened to go to Msia juz bcoz we're afraid tt we'll b robbed or killed or wadeva shit!
oh man..
yes, i admit tt msia is a terrifying ctry wif those crazzie, sick-in-the-head psychos who kill for pleasure.. but i dun think tt deres a need to avoid going dere juz to avoid getting killed..
i believe tt if u dun chuan jing dai ying or wear too skimply(hw to u spell tt word).. the danger of u getting robbed/rapped would b lowered isn't it..

haiya..
i think i'm juz brain-freezed n crapping coz i'm juz toOoo bored @ work..
wadeva lah..
read it if u feel like it..
i'm too lazzie to edit tis entry...

help!
i think i need a new environment.. -_-"

back to work... =(

holidays fer mi are over..
n i'm back to work~
so sadden-ing..
haix.. life's cruel.. reality's cruel..
fer the sake of money... we all haf to work...
why why why why why?!?!
ARGH!

anyways, i came back from msia.kluang yest..
reached SG @ bout 9+ ba..
lucky dere was no jam at all..
miracle eh..hehe
the trip was -alrite- to me..
not fantastically (is dere such a word) fun.. nor is it boringly boring (wth am i tokin bout)
but i had a "quarrel" wif him during one of the days there thou..
dowanna bring it up here.. v lazzie to type.. -_-"
anyways its all over.. n when i think back..
i feel myself being so stupid! argh!
but i guess if u were me, u'll react tt way too...
lalalllalllalalala..
we are women! and women haf the right to sulk!
yeah yeah yeah~ women rules!!! wahaha.. (wait..! i'm getting lame here)

i stayed @ msia.kluang fer 6days5nights..
power eh!
imagined wad i did over dere fer soOOOooo many days!
okies.. i practically rotted..feasted on nth nice... slept.. rot.. n continued rotting!!! wahahaha
sounds dead to u?!!?
but actually its not tt baDD lah
i went dere to relax.. not to realli like play n haf fun..
but seriously, i'm like the onli female surviving coz his frens didn't bring their gfs along..
so.. yepx! i was like a idiotic moron, who kept smiling n laffing @ wad they were tokin bout..
but nevertheless, they were nice pple lah..

the best part of my holiday was the trip to the beach @ Lanjut..
ever heard of tt?!?!
i bet u didn't! hehe..
anyways, it's a 3hr ride frm kluang..
n the road was bumpy n curvy n i nearly died of a headexplosion!
my head was aching n i felt nauseaus... =(
but all these was totally worth it!
the beach was totally relaxing...
n it was pitch dark after the sun sets n u could practically see the stars as if there're juz in front of u!!!
haix..
hw i wish i could stay dere longer..
but polly's gf gotta leave earlier n so we could onli manage a one night stay dere...

photos are wif polly.. so when it's out, i'll definitely post it up!
there's one pic which i totally love!
i think i can use it fer a photography competition...
wahahaha!!!
but i think it's gonna take donkey yrs.. =(

so sick to get back to work..
2 more hrs!!!!
help!!! -_-"