happiness

it's a friday today..
Samsung's management was kind enuff to declare a half day leave fer all of us! cheerios!
but i went straight home anyways..
was bored..
wanted to get a manicure actually, but decided i shd save up instead...
so.. tada! i did my own nails again *proud*
thou not professional.. but well.. at least, its by myself.. =P

oh well oh well..
sis's coming back tmr..
to be exact, her flight is like 11.55pm.. so, i'll b count-down-ing @ Singapore International Airport!!! =P
nice experience eh.. wahaha
gd lah.. save money fer mi too..
quite excited leh..
haven seen her fer 3 wks.. plus oso hoping to see my prezzies!!!! =P

sigh..
2005 is coming to an end.. & here comes 2006
i still haven't thot of my new yr resolutions..
oh well, in the first place, i guess i haven fulfilled any since i started to make den dunno-hw-many-donkey-yrs-ago... wahaha
all in all, i juz wanna live happily, with my loved ones, and my frenz wif mi.. tt's all i'm asking for..
i'll be turning 21 soon!
yesh!
ADULT-HOOD! HERE I COME!
i've actually been waiting fer tis day..
its telling myself tt i'm finally an adult.. n shd haf greater responsibilities, be able to think well for my so-called-future...
but seriously, i think the most imp thing fer mi.. is realli to tame myself.. n curb my temper..
i dunno why, but whenever i tok to my mother.. i tend to get irritated easily..
ok.. yesh.. in some ways, she IS irritating..
asking mi this,asking mi that..
and yesh, i'm HIGHLY IRRITABLE!!!
so, thus we often quarrel.. bcoz of stupid naggings..
hw i wish in the yr 2006, it'll be a better one fer the both of us..

anyhws, i hereby wish ALL OUT THERE:
A VERY HAPPY 2006!!! MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE!! AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, TREASURE UR LOVED ONES... =)

and finally... i present to you...

hi pple!
i noe i noe..
it's been like aaaaaaaaaaaaaagggggggggggeeeeeeeeeessssssss since i last blogged.. i was realli busy ok.. busy with work, busy with this, busy with that.. =P
ok, ok.. FINE!
i was juz plain lazzie... acceptable reason?!!? -_-

hmmm..
tokin bout updates, nth much to update to as a matter of fact..
been living the same way i did fer the past few mths..
the vicious cycle of waking up early, getting my arse up to work, suffer @ work, get home @ 5.30.. and the cycle continues..
yeah yeah.. boring life..
but i guess tt's wad we all expect frm "working life" eh..
esp when ur're stuck wif a job ur're not happie wif, AT ALL! cept' fer pay wise (although not realli tt fantastic).. n the freedom i get @ work lah..
no matter wad, i've already been stucked here fer like 4 mths, coming 5?!?!

anyways, juz to keep u guys updated (for those who dun oredi noe)..
yesh! i permed my hair!!!!
wahaha.. got both gd/negative comments lah..
but oh well.. wad's done been oredi done.. n i find it okay, thou not terrific on me... =P

life's been pretty stagnant.. n seriously speaking, i dun see tt there'll b any changes fer the coming yr.. at least to me..
my life is like fixed fer the nxt 3 yrs, i guess..
i'll b working till late july, den continue studying fer 2.5 yrs..
i dunno whether its the right thing for me to be taking on the course tt i chose..
i dun exactly LOVE marketing.. juz tt, i tot i would grow to love it..
but after working fer a few mths in the mkting dept, here @Samsung.. it ain't tt easy i suppose..
pple work till like 7-8 even thou working hrs are onli till 5.30..
alrite, i admit i'm the type who can't stay after working hrs.. the brain power decreases to 0%..
but i guess everyone in the working life do not haf a choice.. n tis is hw tis cruel world works.. sucky sucky sucky!
but wad can we do?!?!

sigh..
it's holiday mood nw and the office is practically empty wif onli 4 pple left in my dept this wk..
all went on holidays!
n i'm on holiday too!! although physically i'm @ work.. but u noe, the mind is having a holiday... =)

yepx christmas! the season of giving!
tis christmas was the first time in my life tt i received soOOooo much presents fer christmas.. i even got a "flower-hamper" frm one of my colleague...
yeah.. the least expected happened..
EVERYONE in my dept gave mi an individual gift.. thou not of realli great value, but its the thot tt counts n i'm realli glad fer tt..
even pple whom u least expect to receive a gift frm, would surprisingly place a gift on the desk.. n when u walk into the office seeing so many gifts on ur desk first thing in the morning, i tell u.. it realli makes ur day!!!

Monday was a public holiday! but i din do anything much lah..
juz stayed @ home to pack up my room since CNY is coming..
i was packing thru my cupboard n flipping thru the cards tt frenz sent/gave it to me..
n i realise tt all of the cards i received were mostly frm secondary sch..
n it was the bunch of close frenz tt gave mi cards every single yr on my bday!!
ms chay broke the record!
i received cards frm her since sec 1.. till a few yrs back, lah..
coz there was a couple of yrs i didn't celebrate my bday wif dem..
anyways, it was realli fun looking @ all the cards tt i once received back then.. the words they say, the greetings/blessings...
omg! i thank god i did not throw them away..
thinking back.. its onli when ur're in sch tt u'll rec cards ya? since i left sec sch, other den my dear syiqin's greetings.. i dun think i rec any frm the rest.. hmm.. perhaps its onli mi lah..
too lil' close frenz.. =P
but i guess a few close frenz are much better den many many acquaintes.. ya?!?!

tis entry is considered long, ba..
given the fact tt it's been donkey yrs since i pen down such a long entry..
i noe its still boring, but.. oh well.. tis is t.c.w!

bon voyage~

in <24 hrs time..
my sista would b on her way to Oklahama(wadeva,can't seem to spell it correctly)..anyways, yapx.. she's goin fer 3 weeks.. included in her curriculum..
anyways, she's like gonna get her "si fang mao" aka "grad hat" even b4 she finishes her exams.. so, which simply means its a DEFINITE pass!
haf u ever heard of sch a funny system? u take ur cert b4 u go fer exams.. wahaha!

thinking of it another way, seems like u'll get a degree so long as ur're able to pay for it?!?!
hmm.. perhaps, lah.. but in anyways, 3 CHEERS FOR HER!!!
she's FINALLY completing her studies.. n i guess, realli stepping into the working life SOON...*

i'm wondering..
i'm gonna start sch nxt yr Aug..
i guess i've oredi lost ALL THE MOMENTUM of studying..
tis sucks alrite.. sucks great time!
n i fear being the odd-one-out in the sch..coz i'll be joining straight as a yr 2.. so.. oh well.. shan't think too much, lah.. hor?!?! *bleahx*

the clock juz striked 1730hrs!
i'm officially off work.. n i'm rushing home soon..
coz we're goin to haf a "re-union" dinner @ Marina Corner..
tis time rd, mad is even coming wif us.. wahaha! first time having a dinner together wif him.. =P
anyways, its juz a matter of time lah..

actually i still got sme stuffs to blog..plus ALOT of pics to post up..
but.. I'M LAZZIE!
so.. till den,
keep anticipating ok..
*huggies n kissies*

not my day

today is NOT MY DAY
soOOoo soOOOOOoo soOOOooo sOOOOoooo NOT MY DAY!
*sigh...
i wanna find back the MP3..
else, i guess i'll b dead..
*stab* -_-

oh..
in case u guys think i'm so mad abt my own mp3..
i'm not tt obsessed yet..
the mp3 tt i lost belongs to the comp..
n it's supposed to b fer a winner..
yepx!
u saw tt..
i lost smthing belonging to the comp
so.. the final verdict:
I'M SO DEAD! SO SO DEAD!

juz stab mi to death.. wun't u?!?!

help, lah!!!
i wan to find tt mp3 back!!!!
*argh!

perhaps love

i just tot i shd pen an entry
purely out of boredom thou.
sianzation! -_-"

its <1mth to Xmas peeps!
holidays mood?!?!
haven confirmed on my xmas celebration..
sad.. =(
hope everything will turn out as planned?!?!
/me prays...

oh ya..
it's Dec 2nd today liow.. =)
means wad?
means chicken.little n SAW2 is out oredi!!!
but i doubt i will watch chicken little in the cinema lah
seems like not worth it..
wahah..
oh.. did i mention tt i haf a small chicken.little corner @ my desk?!?!
yeah yeah..
i tore all the pics i could find frm the newspapers etc..
n i juz collected the chicken little postcard yest.. =P
i noe i'm a tad too old to b in love wif cartoon..
BUT!
who cares?!?!
it's toOOOoooOOOO adorable.. hao bu hao!!!
*looking @ the cute pic infront of mi, while typing this.. *smilez*

waha.. ok lah..
shall stop wif my obsession abt tt cute lil' chick..=P

loving you

love you.
love you not.
love you.
love you not.
love you.
love you not.
love you.
love you not.
love you.
love you not.
love you.
love you not.
love you.

i decided, i still do.

happy 20th. melody!!!

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to melody
happy birthday to you!!!!

yea yea yea!
i noe its a tad bit too early..
tmr's the actual date!!!
but my fingers juz can't stop!
wahaha..
an advanced greeting frm ur dearest fren here melody!!!
finally 20!
the youngest of 4 of us.. =)
n the one whom we spent the most time on preparing your prezie!!!
so.. MUZ BE HOURNERED OKIES!!! =P

ok lah..
but i guess u'll LOVE the pressie..!!!
although the outlook is not realli FANTASTIC..
but, it's our hard work, leh!!! =)
i noe u'll like it.. definitely.. !
hehe.. bhb hor! =P who cares?!?!

yeah!
in less den 4 hrs, we'll b happily feasting @ Kuishin-Bo!
I CAN'T WAIT!
HELP!
-_-"
and den ktv-ing @ Civic Center (yea..woodlands coz of one of our dearest ms.ma-fan.. but we're already VERY contented she agreed to come... =))

hope we'll haf lotsa lotsa lotsa lotsa fun fun fun!!!

till den..
keep anticipatin... =)

b.l.o.g.g.i.n.g

i'm bored, as per usual
ans so, i'm blogging.
i noe its gonna b crap.
who cares?
i dun!

oh fcuk.
it' onli like 1510hrs. like 2.5 more hrs of work.
tis is hell!
no!
tis is shi ba ceng di yu..
coz to make things worse, my close colleagues all went on leave!
saw tt?!?!
ON LEAVE!!!!!

these pple are so MEAN!
they leave mi suffering on a FRIDAY!!!
argh!
stab me! slap me! squeeze me!
do wadever u can to kill me!
so i can stop getting tortured! -_-
*sobz... zhen de shi hao ming ku... =(

was blog-visiting some so-called-famous-pple's blog..
like xiaxue, rockson, blinkymummy, saripartygirl.. etc etc
actually, they each haf their own way of language..
n personally, i think the one tt amuses mi the most is rockson's ..
haha.. if ur're realli bored n need some entertainment, try tt..
u'll laff ur head off...
but he blogs like once in a mth or smthing?!?!
so.. ya..
n they say 好的东西是值得等待的..
not tt it's realli tt gd, lah.. oh well.. its juz a source of entertainment..
u peeps get wad i mean?!?!

oh ya..
i might b watching Harry Potter ltr..
finally decided to watch it..
mainly coz there isn't any other show worth spending money on, i guess.. -_-

me2: might as well save up lah.. dun watch harry oso..
me: cannot! i'll die of boredom!
me2: ya hor.. everyday work work work liow.. muz destress abit.. y not go chiong or smthing? wun so sianz mahz..
me: u think i dun wan meh.. no money leh.. if not why would i b slogging my butts off rite nw?
me2: true lah.. wad else can you do? sell ur backside lor?
me: no one wants my butt.. =( it's big and saggy! -_- oPPs.. i juz blurted out my lil' secret..
me2: haha.. nw everyone noes you haf a big n saggy butt!!! =P

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-_-

i self declare: I'M MAD!

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countdown to melody's bday :5days!

1...2...3...4...

5!!!!!!

hehe!
yeah!!!
5 more days to our dearest MELODY'S bday~
cheerios!!!
=)
hmm..
haven realli decided hw to celebrate her bday tt day...
but we've decided on a feast @ Kuishin-Bo!

dong dong dong.. 1,2,3..
we are Kuishin-Bo
dong dong dong... 1,2,3
good price good taste japanese food
dong dong dong.. 1,2,3
suntec tower 1, level 3
dong dong dong... 1,2,3
japanese food taste prima-dunno-wad-tise..
dong dong dong.. 1,2,3
we are Kuishin-Bo..
KUISHIN-BO!!!

no!
i'm not crazy..
i'm juz a lil' unwell....!!! haha
sick in the head lah.. pardon mi.. =P
anyways, the above song wasn't created by me..
in case pple realli tot tt i was so siao to create a song for Kuishin-Bo.. -_-
i think i'm not TT sick yet ya..
juz... goin to tt extent.. =P

thou the price's a lil' ex..
but i think food is not baDD lah..
ms-nanying tried b4 n said it was not baDD...=)
n i've been wanting to try it ever since i heard tt advertisement song (neh.. the one above)
so Kuishin-Bo, dun disappoint me ok? *winkz*

Dearest Melody,
we promise to make ur celebration as fun as possible ok?!?! but quite diff lah hor.. muz understand coz we got ms-dun-like-KTV-dun-like-chionging-ber wif us.. so haf to think of interesting n fun activities.. =P
PLUS PLUS PLUS!
A SURPRISE..!!! WE PROMISE!!!
ur one in a lifetime 20th bday leh..
we na li gan chao shuai zhun bei... =P
..............................................................................................................................................................................
but the prob is..
i haven realli tot of wad surprise.. wahahaha!
oPps...
u'll noe on tt day....
................in the meantime..
THINK OF HW UR'RE GONNA DRESS UP TT DAY!!
there'll be 4 pretty babes ya?!?!
hehes...

Lotsa love, huggies, kisses,
uradorableqinz!

exhaustion

i'm blogging to wake myself up
coz i'm simply too simply
n can hardly keep my eyes open any longer

wtf!
its onli 1446 hrs.
tt's like 2hrs++ more b4 i can knock off
tis is torturous! -_-

mind is in a blank actually
juz tot of bloggin wadever's tt remaining in this nut-shell of mine..
hmmm..

how you guys find this yr's Xmas' decorations?
i find it so-so lah..
coz its like every-yr-the-same..
but i realli LOVE the deco@Tangs laz yr..
totally beaUUUUUUtiful!
u guys still rem?
its the one wif a lot of "mirrors" and those purple and white lightings..
regretted i din take a photo laz yr.. -_-

so tis yr, boi&i decided to go town to take pics..
although its not realli beautiful..
but hack, lah..
it's once-in-a-yr kind of thing
u wun get the exact same deco ever again..

oh ya..
we're goin to Mount Faber too
i read frm the news dere's tis 6.1m Christmas Tree, beaUUUUtifully lit..
so, pics pics pics again!!! =)

anways, i wun b in SG tis Xmas..
so, might as well keep some memories.. =)
think i will b in one of the resorts in Msia tis time rd..
cool!
wif the clean n nice n breezy n isolated beach..
finally i dun haf to squeeze wif the "black-ants" who charge out of their nests when festive seasons come, looking fer female ants to ogle & caress at..
wahaha.. u peeps get wad i mean?
can't realli speak specifically or i might get charged for racsim!!!
oPps.. did i juz let the cat out of the bag?!!
waaahhahaha

in anyways, those who go fer countdowns would noe wadi mean.. =P

wth!
its onli 1454hrs..
i took onli 8 min to blog all the crap above..
zZZz...
am i too fast?
or time juz passes too slowly?!!

oh ya!
haf u guys heard Madonn'a new song?
i dun realli noe the title..
but part of the lyrics goes like tis: "time goes by... so slowly.. etc etc"
i love the melody of her new song.. (nopez melody, i'm not calling you!) >> haha!
n i can still rem her oldie -Take A Bow...
OMG!
do you guys like ever heard of tis song?
hahaha..
she's like 40++ oredi n still maintaining a perfect figure!
n did u guys like see her new MTV..
OMG!
i bet a 20 yr old (im like tokin bout me here) wouldn't b able to dance the way she did..
tis is wad i call...
....................................... A SEX GODDESS!!!

*i kowtow to you...!!!!!.....!!!!....!!!!!

aft~lunch

juz had packed lunch downstairs..
*bloated&slpy nw!
-_-"
slpt at 2am laz nite
seriously lack of slp..
zZZz..

anyways, recap on my activities during the weekend!!!

Friday was pup's bday...
we had dinner @ tis "ulu" seafood restaurant @ Bukit Timah..
food was so-so
nt up to expectation... *sigh
but after tt, mum suggested Haigen-Daz fer dessert!!!
whoppie!
i get to grow fat again!!! -_-
had a realli nice dessert.. =) all the flavours tt i LOVE!!!
hehe..

Saturday!
boi had work in the morning..
so as usual, we onli went out in the evening..
i shd say LATE evening..
went to Balestier fer curry fish head..
den after tt, guess whr we went?!?!
wahaha!!!
we headed to Changi Beach....
..............................to............... to........... to..........
do smthing i haven done b4............................................
.......................................................................................................... *blushes*..........
...........................................hides under blanket................................................................
flutters eyelash.................................
gettting more n more shy..................................................

to......... to............... to......................





CATCH CRABS LAH!!!

wad were u guys thinking?!?! *hmmmmmmmmmm

haha.. it was realli fun!!!
we caught a total of 5 crabs and a few tiny fishes..
we brought dem back to see hw many days could dey survive..
but sadly, they died soon after they reached my home.. wahaha..
kind of cruel rite?!?!
and i FORGOT to take pics of the first-ever-crabs i caught... =(
nvm.. there'll b a next time... =)

Sunday!
we were supposed to wake up @ 9am..
get breakfast n head to SENTOSA!!!

BUT,... BUT,,,..... BUT.....!!!!!
tis pig of mine decided to rot in bed n not wake up!!!!
*eh.. actually i was the one who wanted to slp in lah.. wahaha
so, end up, we woke up @ 11 instead...
but the plus plus point was tt we still managed to go to Sentosa lah..
hehe..
i wanted to try the new "so-called-luge-cart"..
n i was so paiseh..
coz when the person was teaching mi hw to operate the "machine", i looked like a total idiot to him and simply couldn't get it to move..
in the end, he told my boi: "hey, show your gf hw u do it!"
i was like so damn paiseh lor..
so i juz shouted.." i noe liow i noe liow".. n juz did wadever i could to get the "machine" moving!!! -_-" so paiseh!!!
n u could see kids at the age of like 7-10 swerving pass mi w/o any effort!!!
n i nearly rammed into the edge and hurt my leg.. -_-
duh!
i self-declare i do not haf a tiny-weeny-bit of "sports-blood" in me!!!
wahah.. is there such a word anyway?
hack, lah!

nevertheless, i still had fun..
had fun laffing @ my boi!!!
haha.. coz he was like trembling & complaining on board the chairlift!
the chairlift is smthing like a cable car, but those "open-air" kind..
he said he was afraid of heights and he was grabbing onto the poles so tightly i tot the chairlift's gonna b pulled down by him soon!
wahaha.. i was laffing all the way...
poor him, he was so terrified..
after tt, i regretted not taking a pic whilst on board coz i reckon there wun b a second time..
wahaha..

mean mean me!!!

all in all...
i had a nice weekend.. =)
n i hope tis week would b a pleasant one too...
cheerios peeps!

lunch time..

yuppie!
10 more min to lunch time.. =)

n guess wad pple!!!
ITS FREAKY FRIDAY TODAY!!!
hahah..
half day left to suffer b4 we all get 2 days of freedom!!!
cheerios cheerios cheerios!!!

oh ya..
happy 49th birthday pups!
gonna haf seafood ltr..
yum yum!
haven bought a cake yet..
i wanted to get Bakerz In coz i LOVE their cakes..
haha..
WAIT!
it's pups' birthday, so i shd get one tt HE likes, not me rite?
wahaha.. who cares?!?! i'm paying fer it.. leh!!!
-_-"

boi might not b able to join us..
n i told him: 你不来就 "lugi" 了！！
coz he did share the present we gave pups!
wahaha..
i'm so cheapo rite..
sHHhhh..
joking onli mahz!!!
=P

anyways, i goin fer lunch le..
blog ltr..
see ya peeps!!!

周杰伦。南拳妈妈(Lara) - 珊瑚海

hmm...
actually wanted to post Jay's&NanQuanMaMa'sLara song here..
but it turns out to be alien language when i publish it..
so decided to delete it away... -_-

back frm lunch since 1303hrs..
its 1331 nw, but i still hasn't started on work n dun intend to till 1400!
haha..
its so freaking bored...
n i'm so freaking slpy.. =(
haf been slping @ 1am recently..
GDI!
my eyebags & dark rings are appearing...
n all i can depend on is my MAC concealer.. =(

its my papa's bday tmr!!!
he's 49 le..
but i think he dun look TT old lah
both my parents dun look their age..
& so i inherited tis plus plus point!! wahaha
but i would rather look a bit more mature lah
at least pple wun b calling mi xiao mei xiao mei... =(

most of my colleagues calls mi xiao mei..
only those ard my age would call mi my name..
dun realli like it , lah..
but to them, i'm juz a small lil' girl who doesn't know anything... =(

actually i've many things to blog abt some matters tt happened @ work
but i'm so lazzie..
-_-
perhaps i'll do it ltr..

till den...

home sweet home

its 1736hrs!

home.sweet.home

its raining heavily nw!
-_-
hate it when it rains when i'm goin home!!!

anyways,
shall continue bloggin' tml
cheerios peeps!

it's wednesday!
countdown: 2moredays!

bad day @ work

horrible day @ work i guess
juz nt my day! =(
sigh~

tt's the way it works in a big co. i guess
i'm juz nt used to it yet..
its fcuking irritating to be tolerating all these crap
at times, u juz wished u could vanish n leave all the crap behind

maybe its juz me who hasn't grown up
n thus, unable to realise tt tis is reality, n tis is wad goes on, no matter whr i am
it's gonna happen to me 5 yrs down the road, again.
whr i haf to start getting myself ready fer the same cycle again..

it juz sucks, to the core!

bloated&sleepy

juz had a fatty meal @ KFC
woked back to UE Square frm PS under the scorching sun!
nearly melted! -_-"
horrible weather!

am feeling so zZZzpy nw manz!
bth!
tis is hell!
haix~

-confusion-
recently, my guy has been rather moody
bcoz of work i guess?
i hope its not bcoz of me
he has tis ever-sianzness look on his face
haix~
i hate it when he has his pms.. =(
haf to suffer wif his sianzness + given the fact tt i'm not tt tolerant..
i think we're gonna quarrel soon.. =(

i do wanna cheer him up too
but i dunno hw.. =(
tt's the sad thing..
oh man!

conclusion: guys do haf swinging moods too! beware! -_-"

inspi-rational blog

oh f****!
i'm so f***-ing bored!
-_-"

haix~
damn sick..
....................in the head!

getting sick n tired of my current job..
seems like my already-underused-brain is losing its remaining brain power.. =(
i dun think tt my brain is needed fer my work..
everything is so repetitive tt i think they shd employ a robot instead
& when things happen n they dun wish to take the blame, they can lecture the robot instead of mi!

but i can't quit my job juz bcoz i'm sick n tired of it
need it fer the money
tt's wad everybody does rite?
is there realli someone in this world who work bcoz of pure interest n not a tiny bit fer money?
oh f*** tt whoever!
he/she is lying!

pardon for the crudeness..
i'm trying to retain my sanity..
but in the meantime...
juz bear wif mi... =(

bored blogger

hw do you conclude whether if ur blog is interesting?
actually, it dun even need to b interesting.. rite?
in the first place, a blog was meant to be an online diary.. is it not?

Diary
wad's a definition of a diary?
to me, i tot it was supposed to b a space whr u jot down the lil' stuffs tt happen to u everyday
be it anything tt happened, good or bad, big or small..
coz it's abt u.. n ur life.. n pple close to ur hearts..

Blog
Supposedly, an online diary
but i guess its NOT nw..
we no longer can write wadeva we wish to write
no longer can voice out wadeva shit tt we're unhappy wif
no longer use vulgarities on our blog.
tmd!
everything's no longer the same..

i rem tt when i juz started blogging,
it wasn't popular yet..
n there weren't probs like bloggers getting into jail/kena fined juz bcoz of some sensitive issues they blogged abt..
but nw, after since it became soOOOoooo popular tt almost all teens out dere do own a blog..
everything becomes toOOoo sensitive!
haix..
is tis gd or baDD?

seriously speaking, i dun think dere's a need to jail pple juz fer voicing out things tt there're unhappy wif..
but wtf! ur're living in SG.. n tis is hw SG government thinks..
sometimes.. i juz find tt our dear old ctry is toOOo protected..
too protected in a way tt we're all like babies nw..
too protected to protect ourselves in other countries i believe..
hw many of us are frightened to go to Msia juz bcoz we're afraid tt we'll b robbed or killed or wadeva shit!
oh man..
yes, i admit tt msia is a terrifying ctry wif those crazzie, sick-in-the-head psychos who kill for pleasure.. but i dun think tt deres a need to avoid going dere juz to avoid getting killed..
i believe tt if u dun chuan jing dai ying or wear too skimply(hw to u spell tt word).. the danger of u getting robbed/rapped would b lowered isn't it..

haiya..
i think i'm juz brain-freezed n crapping coz i'm juz toOoo bored @ work..
wadeva lah..
read it if u feel like it..
i'm too lazzie to edit tis entry...

help!
i think i need a new environment.. -_-"

back to work... =(

holidays fer mi are over..
n i'm back to work~
so sadden-ing..
haix.. life's cruel.. reality's cruel..
fer the sake of money... we all haf to work...
why why why why why?!?!
ARGH!

anyways, i came back from msia.kluang yest..
reached SG @ bout 9+ ba..
lucky dere was no jam at all..
miracle eh..hehe
the trip was -alrite- to me..
not fantastically (is dere such a word) fun.. nor is it boringly boring (wth am i tokin bout)
but i had a "quarrel" wif him during one of the days there thou..
dowanna bring it up here.. v lazzie to type.. -_-"
anyways its all over.. n when i think back..
i feel myself being so stupid! argh!
but i guess if u were me, u'll react tt way too...
lalalllalllalalala..
we are women! and women haf the right to sulk!
yeah yeah yeah~ women rules!!! wahaha.. (wait..! i'm getting lame here)

i stayed @ msia.kluang fer 6days5nights..
power eh!
imagined wad i did over dere fer soOOOooo many days!
okies.. i practically rotted..feasted on nth nice... slept.. rot.. n continued rotting!!! wahahaha
sounds dead to u?!!?
but actually its not tt baDD lah
i went dere to relax.. not to realli like play n haf fun..
but seriously, i'm like the onli female surviving coz his frens didn't bring their gfs along..
so.. yepx! i was like a idiotic moron, who kept smiling n laffing @ wad they were tokin bout..
but nevertheless, they were nice pple lah..

the best part of my holiday was the trip to the beach @ Lanjut..
ever heard of tt?!?!
i bet u didn't! hehe..
anyways, it's a 3hr ride frm kluang..
n the road was bumpy n curvy n i nearly died of a headexplosion!
my head was aching n i felt nauseaus... =(
but all these was totally worth it!
the beach was totally relaxing...
n it was pitch dark after the sun sets n u could practically see the stars as if there're juz in front of u!!!
haix..
hw i wish i could stay dere longer..
but polly's gf gotta leave earlier n so we could onli manage a one night stay dere...

photos are wif polly.. so when it's out, i'll definitely post it up!
there's one pic which i totally love!
i think i can use it fer a photography competition...
wahahaha!!!
but i think it's gonna take donkey yrs.. =(

so sick to get back to work..
2 more hrs!!!!
help!!! -_-"

its time to blog!

* ting!
time to blog...

hmmm..
been quite a while since i laz blog eh..
oh well.. purely bcoz 1. i'm lazzie and 2.nth worth mentioning..
oh well oh well...
life's dull.. =(

anyways, i juz wanna say i watched AllAboutLove already!
for those who dunno.. it's Andy's new movie -- zai suo yi ci wo ai ni..
wo hoooooooo
i find it realli nice.. realli touching..
but i guess onli emotional ladies or guys who dun mind watching romance movies will like it..
it's kinda korean like lah..
those damn fking saDD kind...
n Andy's acting skills are like superb..
seeing him cry during the show.. will juz influence u, n cry along wif him..

anyways, it's not aired in SG yet..
i watched it @ msia..
hehe.. for a freakin 10RM.. i get it in Cantonese!!! wu huuuuuuu~ cheerios!
hehe.. dun worry lah.. got subtitle.. so i still understand.. =P

oh ya..
i've taken leave again
wahahaha..
am actually worried tt my manager would b unhappy..
but thank god i'm wif such a nice boss!!!! wahaha
+ the fact tt he himself will also b on leave.. so, i zhan dao ta de guang! =P
tis time rd... goin msia.kluang
my guy's "hometown"
its the first time i goin dere.. abit scarrie lah
coz its the 1st time i'm meeting my guy's parents.. n i dunno wad to say, dunno wad to do..
wahaha..
my dad was like..
"dun make mi diu lian ah.. go pple's hse muz bring smthing ah"
n i was like...
" han na.. wo dong lah.. tis is ji ben chang shi"
wahahah.. oh man! i hope it'll b fun lah...

oh ya.. tokin bout ji ben chang shi..
i wanna blog bout tis someone..
she actually can b called a pain in the ass lah..
but, at times, she can b OK too.. it juz depends on her mood i guess...
anyways, dere was once when she borrowed A's hairclip and did not return on the same day..
when A saw her in the lift one day, A asked her abt the clip..
she replied "dere! i'm using it..." with her fingers pointing to her head!
zZZzzzzz...
waddahell! wake up ur idea! A already opened her mouth n asked for it..
fer goodness sake, juz return lah..
it's onli a freaking clip.. do u haf to b such a cheapo?!?!?!

Incident 2
b4 i went to BKK, she told mi to get her some fried seaweeds...
i told her SG also got.. but nvm, i'll get it for her coz its cheaper at BKK
i brought back 2 pkts... n left it on her desk during lunch time..
when she came back...
she " eh..."
me " oh ya.. i got it fer u.."
she " hw much ah?"
me " nvm lah.. its v cheap onli.."
she = silence = sorrie = end of story!
wtf!
pls show some basic courtesy n thank the person who bought the seaweed fer u even thou it doesn't cost much. It takes the effort to search for it n hand-carry it back to SG u moron!

zZZz...
i conclude: SUCH pple DO exist!
kill em'! kill em' all... zZZz... f**k!

i'm back!

hey peeps!
did u miss mi tooOOoo much?!?! heesh~
anyways, ive been like back since laz Saturday (15.10.05)
hw time flies when ur're enjoying urself.. =(

anyways, tis time rd.. i realli did shoppED till i droppED!
i spent like 300-400 on shopping.. purely for myself! n onli like maybe 10-20% for my boi!!!
hahaha... u can't blame mi lah..
stuffs in bkk are like 90% for women?!?!
the moment i open my eyes would be SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING.. n EATING EATING EATING!!!
i didn't dare to get myself up the weighing machine coz i can't face reality.. -_-"

i shall start dieting when i come back ( i told myself).. but NO!
the diet didn't start.. =(
i'm like craving fer supper every night... zZZz..
tis had better stop soon.. b4 the spare tyre ard my waist starts to grow bigger n bigger... =(

Rites.. tis time rd, i went to bkk by Tiger Airways..
let mi tok bout my virgin visit on a budget airline!!! -_-"
i wouldn't try it again thou.. unless its like freaking cheap!
the trip to was okay.. but back was like torturous!
the plane was too small.. dere wasn't even room fer my short legs.. !
hello?!?! i'm like onli 155.. hw could the ang mohs tahan you ask!!! n i couldn't rest well..
my neck, back and shoulders ache even onli after a 1.5 hrs ride.. -_-"


heehehe.. been ages since i took a pic @ the airport..
so tada! here it is!!! on our way to BKK!!!


this drink cost like 2SGD dollars!!!
i tot they would gimme like fruit tree or smthing but turned out to be a "blue bird" brand.. so i named it the "blue bird drink" aka "lan jiao zhui"... oPps.. was i juz being crude a moment ago?!!? no.. u didn't see tt.. qinwei didn't juz type lan jiao in her blog! oPps! i did it again~
wahaha... who cares!
anyways, its freaking ex lah.. 2 bucks fer such a small can of juice.. -_-"


my crazzie dad.. wearing two caps on his head.. n my mummy!


1st pic at BKK! we didn't take any photos after tis one.. coz too bz shopping!! wahaha..
it's taken @ the train station.. we were on our way to MBK shopping centre!!! =)

oh ya.. i had my nails "manicured" over dere.. freaking cheap! 8 SGD dollars!! n it's totally beaUUUUUtiful!!


BKK's swensen's got tis realli cute dessert tt we dun haf.. =( n it's like freaking cheap.. 12 baht fer a cup.. which is like 50cents SGD!! we didn't manage to take a photo of the real dessert, so i onli managed to take a pic of their menu board! hehe.. oh ya.. they had fondue too.. ice cream fondue.. but it wasn't tt nice lah.. but who cares?!?! it was freaking cheap!



overall, i realli did enjoy myself..
n i am hoping fer my nxt holiday nw... -_-"
hope it'll b soon....

photos of the day ..... =)

family@Pariss for my bday dinner


dear&me


do we look alike?!?!


cute? it's the display @Esplanade.. =)


on board THE SHIP!


the box of sweetest choc i've ever received.. *drools*


the flavours of the chocs! i doubt u can see it thou.. heesh~


me with 12 stalks of "ai qing mei gui" =)

for 09.10.2005~

yesh..
as expected, i'll b bloggin' bout my bday!!! =)
heesh~
b4 tt.. a BIG THANK YOU to everyone who sent mi lil' sms to wish mi happy birthday!! love ya guys!!! =)
ok..
let's tok bout Friday first

07.10.2005
celebration wif the 4 musketeers..
we waited fer ber till like 8.30 when she FINALLY arrived.. -_-"
By then, our tummys were already growling like mad!
anyways, we had our dinner @ Indochine-Pho.Chine..
to me, food was good.. but service was 0%!!!
realli damn blardy sucky!
we nearly complained to the manager, but turned out the manager was one-of-THEIR-kind..
haix.. hw to survive like tt?!?!
even if the food is realli great, i wun go back dere again
moreover, it isn't realli cheap, ya.
it costs bout $12-16 fer a bowl of noodles..
haix.. anyways, u nv noe until you try..
oh ya! dey bought mi a BakerzIn cake..
it was totally a choc.indulgence..
yummy yummy yummy!!! imagine the fats growing round my already fully-developed spare-tyre.. waaahhaahaa
but who cares?!?! bday is the day whr i cramp myself wif carbos,fats,calories,cholesterol!
after tt.. act ying&i wanted to proceed to Eski-Bar @ Tanjong Pagar.. but the M&Ms were tired.. so in the end, ber went home n the rest of us went fer a movie -
40.yr.old.virgin!!!
haha.. tt show is like totally worth our $9.50!!!
super whopper duper farnie!! i give it 5 bites! *bite bite bite bite biteeeeeeeeeeeeessssssss*
after the movie, we all headed home.. =) thou it wasn't realli a party party night..
but girls, thank you fer the company n pressies.. love dem! *hugs*

08.10.05
the special day my dear planned!
i wanna say a HUGE thank you, and HUGE i.realli.appreciated.everything to him!!
he was soOOooo sweet i almost died of diabetes(willingly)..
wahaha~
ok, let mi juz start..
he fetched mi at like 5 frm my hse.. den we went to Bugis to get the camera frm my sis..
nxt, he still didn't wanna tell mi whr he intend to bring me.. but juz drove n drove..
he kept saying tt we cannot b late.. so i tot, did he like wrote a msg to me, thru the "fountain" @ Suntec.. but tada! i was wrong! hehe.. he did smthing even sweeter!
he actually booked tis "dinner-on-boat" tickets @ Clifford Pier..
the boat was leaving @ 6.15, so we can't b late..
haha.. act, this ride is more of like fer tourist lah.. so imagine the price etc..
but anyways, i realli realli appreciated it even thou the food was sucky n u dun even get free flow of drinks, cept' fer ice water..
i enjoyed his company.. together wif the waves, n the night scenery of Singapore...
thank you my dear!
after tt, i act wanted to treat him to ice-cream fondue @ Haagen Daiz.. but sadly.. there was a full hse.. n we were 3rd on the waiting list..
i didn't wanna wait, so we went to Max Brenner's Choc. Bar instead.. (the one @ Esplanade).. i treated him to the forever.tasty fondue and the bitter.but.sweet espresso&darkchoc-iceblended.. yummy yummy..
tt was the least i could treat him to fer the sweet lil' things he did fer me.. =)
wait! the surprise doesn't stop dere!
after we had our fondue, i actually didn't wanna go home yet.. coz it was still early..
but he said: wan surprise mah, wan surprise den muz go home nw!
haha.. of coz i said yes!!! i was so excited on the way home.. =)
when we reached his place, i got myself a nice bath, n waited "patiently" fer his surprise!!
GUESS WAD?!?!
it was a bouquet of red&fresh&sweetsmelling ROSES!!! i was so touched!!
it was a bouquet of 12 stalks.. n the flowers was realli beaUUUUUUUUtiful!!! tis is the 1st time i've received such a HUGE bouquet!! *huggies hug hug*
wait wait wait..
u think the surprise ends dere!!
NONONONONO!!!
after he gave mi the flowers, he told mi to close my eyes n when i opened it, guess wad i saw?!!?
YESH! MY LONG-AWAITED GODIVA CHOCOLATES!!!
my jaw dropped tt v moment!!
i've been askin him fer it fer like a.g.e.s!!! n i didn't expected him to buy it, coz it was realli damn ex!
he bought mi 8 pieces altogether.. n its like 5 bucks each?!?!
i couldn't bear to eat it.. so its still sitting in my fridge nw.. hehe
oh ya, did i mention tt he also gave mi tis Stussy jacket tt i showed him once tt i liked?!?!
its quite formal lah.. n i didn't bear to buy it tt time when i saw it n tada!
it was rite b4 my eyes!!! haha..
i conclude tt i was the happiest girl on earth tt day!!
thank you my dearest dear!!! i promise to come up wif smthing great fer ur bday!!! *love ya*

09.10.05
yepx! actual day of my bday!!!
family day... =)
was looking ard fer my bday gift... i wanted a watch, coz its been ages since i laz bought a watch..
so dad agreed to get one fer mi..
i dong kan kan, xi kan kan.. at last my eye fell on tis DKNY studded wif crystals watch..
actually i wanted to buy it already.. but i still wanted to look ard, incase i regretted..
den i saw tis magazine frm the cashier counter n flipped thru it n i saw this Furla watch..
i fell in love wif it immediately!!! so wanted to go to the boutique @ Taka to get it..
but alas, good things are always worth the wait! The stock fer the watch is not in yet as its a new arrival.. n it MIGHT NOT come in to SG.. so saDD rite.. =(
but i left down my name n contact no.. so incase if stocks get in, i can get it!!!
/prays hard tt stocks WILL come in a.s.a.p... -_-"

after choosing the pressie, den we went to get my cake!
ying said tt the Tiramisu cake frm BakerzIn is nice.. so i decided to get it
but when i went down to Taka's basement.. dere is like onli a miserable cake left..
the raspberrydunnowadliquer cake..
i didn't want tt.. so dear suggested getting 4 diff pieces.. so can try more flavours..=)
so in the end, we chose 1 Tiramisu, 1 Oreo Cheesecake, 1 BlackNoir & 1 Raspberry liquer cake..

Nxt, we went fer our dinnner!
act we already settle for Teppanyaki@HillTop.. but dad suggested Pariss Intn'll buffet since its abt the same price..
so, we went to Marina instead..
it was a HUGE DISAPPOINTMENT!!! -_-"
the food wasn't tt great n selection was limited.. =(
only the codfish was nice i guess..
oh well.. you nv noe until u try..
n the meal came up to bout 250 bucks..definitely not worth it fer the quality of food we get.. =(

anyways, after dinner, we den went home to cut my cake.. =)
the cake was yummy yummy yummy!!
hehe..

in conclusion.. i realli had a wonderful bday celebration
to all out dere: thx u v muchie~
oh ya.. n pardon mi fer this extralong&naggy entry...

celebration..finally.. *

it's 06102005 today~
yepx.. celebration of -chenqinwei aka tanchingwei aka changjiao- 's bday!!
cheerios!!!

has been quite some time since i laz celebrated my bday wif the 4 musketeers..
so i realli hope tt it'll b a fun one.. =)
however, the M&Ms r actually quite bz n stress wif sch..
coz exams are nearing i guess... -_-"
n ber can onli meet us @ like 8.30?!?!
den after dinner i think she has to fly off liow.. -_-"

but thankfully fer ms chay..
who actually took the trouble to help mi look out fer nice place fer dinner n our chilling out session.. =)
tonite we'll b havoc-ing till dawn!!
hw cool is tt.. =)
hehe.. i suggested having a KTV session..
has been some time since i laz sang..
so yepx!

there are 4 happy girls today..
......................................................... n 4ever~
*huggies~

....continuation *

yepx!
i know its 1747hrs nw n i shd b outta e office
but well, i'm waiting fer my fren to finish her stuff b4 we head fer Suntec
she wans to get her "toy" frm those "vendingmachines"..
u noe those @ Far East n Sun Tec.. the rows n rows of machines which contains super expensive n tiny toys!!! wahahaah
oh well.. but seriously, cannot deny tt its realli cute lah..
i spent 3 bucks once too.. =)
n we're heading fer Gelare waffles too... =)
whoopie~
nice nice nice indulgence!!
but it's gonna affect my nice diet again.. -_-"
wtf!
mummy says my tummy has grown smaller.. but i dun see any diff.. -_-"

oh ya..
b4 i go..
wanna share smthing wif ya guys..
its a MUZ to catch "tong meng qi yuan" aka "wait till you're older" by Andy Lau!!
it's realli realli nice!!!
n it's been like donkey yrs since i watched such a nice chi. movie..
yepx.. i teared again during the show.. =(
but seriously.. totally worth ur $8.50!!!

anyways, my fren is coming down soon..
shall pack up first..
till den.. take care peeps~

its monday..-_-"

it's monday.. n guess wad?!?! i HATE mondays!
but to think postitively, it's 4 more days to Friday =)
the day to party again.. wif the 4musketeers.. :P
oi! any surprises anot?!?! wahaha.. anyways, if dere is any, i'm not supposed to noe too rite.. -_-"

hmm..
several things to update actually
but since i hav a short-term-memory..
lemmi juz tok bout yest first..
yepx!
yest daddy suggested goin to the place whr sis&me celebrated most of bdays' during our "childhood" fer dinner..
i'm a "road-idiot" aka lu chi.. so dun ask mi whrdahell it's situated..
anyways, it's called Marine House or smthinglikett.. can't b bothered to rem after so many yrs.. wahaha~
it's a realli gd feeling to b dere again
food's excellent n price is damn cheap!!!
dere was tis lobster combo.. onli $18 ++
i ordered the lobster+sirloin wan.. it's EXCELLENT!!
n the place brings back old good memories..
*if onli i could turnnnnnnnnnnn backkkkkkk timeeeeeeeee....*
haha.. sis&me almost spent all our <10yrsold bday @ tt restaurant..
n the decor hasn't realli changed much when we went back dere yest..
so.. it was realli a nice feeling.. we even rem which table we normally sat @~ =)

oh ya.. tokin bout bdays..
dad suggested goin to hill-top fer teppanyaki..once again.. i dunno the name of the restaurant coz i juz can't b bothered to rem.. hehe.. all i noe is, dey servce great food dere!!! =)
but i myself wanted to go back to African Heartbeat.. @ Science Park..
the last time i wanted to go dere, it was under renovation.. so i've been waiting n waiting.. -_-"
The no of the restaurant has been stored in my hp fer like 1 yr+++ oredi...
anyways, the ambience there is like fantastic lor!! if dere's a chance.. u peeps shd go try it out too.. =)

hmm..
i think i better go back to work nw.. it's 1423hrs liow..
my manager's gonna b back anytime soon..

actually i've got smemore things to update..
maybe ltr...

till den... *

it's gone!!! -_-"

oh fuck!!!!
argh!
i hate myself!!!
*slaps slaps*
-_-"

i lost my jacket today!!!
can u believe it.. someone actually is capable of losing CLOTHES!!!
fuck!
i think i'm the 1st to break the record... -_-"
at first i tot i left it in the shuttle bus..
but i checked wif the pple in charge le.. n dey said they found no jackets!!
its either i din leave it dere.. or some assholes took it... fucker!
y would u wan my jacket fer?
are u too attracted to my body smell.. argh!
i noe u guys might b thinking tt tis woman is crazzie..
getting upset n emotional over a stupid jacket!!
but hello? it's like 70+ if i din rem wrongly.. n i LOVE the jacket.. saw tt.. LOVE!!! =(
n now, it's gone 4ever..
who can i blame?

-- the asshole blogging tis meaningless entry here..
fuck her ass!

wake up call~

wahaha..
i nearly fell aslp juz nw..
muz thx koh fer scaring mi awake!!!
wa lau.. i was realli shocked by him lor..
coz the rest of the pple in my dept all vanished into thin air..
so it's left wif mi n onli mi n onli mi.. n did i mention it's onli mi?!?! yes mi n mi n mi...
tt's why i was realli dozing off till koh came n gave mi a -wakeupcall-
zZZz...

oh.. shandia made smthing so sweet fer Sarah..
coz tmr's Sarah's laz day..
so she mixed a bottle of perfume fer her.. all by herself..
it smells realli nice man
she mixed Kenzo, Johnson&Johnson floral-dunno-wad, n Armani's Baby Rose..
it's realli nice man..

i'm so gonna try out mixing my own perfume too!!!
haha..interesting rite?
anyone wanna rec my first home-made parfume?!?!

goin off~

yepx.. it's 1730hrs oredi..
time fer mi to go off.. *
but i shall juz blog abit b4 i go off.. =P

hmm..
was reading thru the papers..
realised tt actually many artistes haf blogs! including DJs etc..
some tt i noe of..
Daniel Wu aka Wu Yan Zu -www.alivenotdead.com
David Tao aka Tao Ze -www.davidtao.com
Joi Chua aka Cai Chun Jia -www.joichua.com
Jamie Yeo aka Jamie Yeo -saw it, but can't rem n dun wish to rem coz i dislike her! oPps.. haha if u wanna noe.. go find out frm Saturday's New Paper... :P
Corrinne May (yepx.. TT corrinne may who sings "Journey") -www.corrinnemay.blogspot.com
Peifen aka 933DJ -www.crazycoolcute.blogspot.com
Cruz Tend aka Ding Zhu Yong (933DJ) -www.cruzteng.com

yapx.. got this info frm Sat's TNP.. so fer those who love dem.. enjoy!!!

oh boi! i'm so excited recently..
everyday i wake up, i juz wished n pray tt its 12 Oct..
so i can fly away (n nv come back)...
yepx.. waiting ANXIOUSLY fer my BKK trip..
ya ya.. i noe its like the 4th/5th time i'm dere.. but hello?!?!
If ur're a shopaholic.. u wun find tt place a bore!!
esp plus the cheap jap food (tt u'll nv ever find in sg).. plus the superb COCA.. haha~
thinking of it is already so... ... .... argh.. can't find a word to describe..
anyways, 12 Oct pls come pls come.. ASAP!!! =)

to the rest of the 4 musketeers:
peeppies!!!
whr u gurls gonna celebrate my bday?!?!
hehe.. bong&me suggested a place..
but i noe SOMEONE would object.. so i haven voiced it out yet..
maybe tt SOMEONE already noes bout it.. wahaha
anyways, i'll juz keep tinking of "better" places b4 we make a final decision k..
*missing my peepppppppies~ *huggies... smoochhhhiessss*

n the clock strikes......
1740hrs..
tada~
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its 1645hrs..

1645hrs..
45 more min to go b4 i knock-off..
*hip hip hurray!!!

hmm..
tmr am gonna get Karen's farewell prezzie wif Shandia @ orchard
oh well.. act, i'm not tt close to Karen..
but well, i'm sorta her lunch-mate fer a couple of times.. so, ya
i shall b kind (like i always am)...
abt Karen.. act i hav some comments to tok abt..
but i rather not type it here incase one fine day, she accidentally chanced upon www.qinz.blogspot.com n i will b deemed backstabber the bitch!
oh shit!
i said i didn't wanna tok bout her.. but i already mentioned tt i haf smthing to tok abt here..
wahaha.. can't understand wad i'm tokin bout?
oh well.. nvm~

u haf to understand tt i've been staring @ tis fking comp since 8.30..
it's no doubt my brain's not working normally like it usually does (oh does it?)
hmm..
act i haf nth to blog bout..
juz needed to take some time off doin smthing off work
wahaha.. in the first place, i wasn't even working..
i was reading xiaxue's past entries...
oh yeah yeah.. i'm bored to TT extent..
reading PAST entries!!! -_-"

i'm counting down.. =)
19 more days!!! *cheerios!
*claps claps.. dances hysterically!!!
..............................................................shaking my booty! oh yeah yeah~

juz bloggin'

oh well, i'm juz bloggin' fer fun coz i'm bored (as usual)..
anyways, i think i realli need a diet..
i wanna b slim (at least) fer my bday!! wahahaha
lame huh.. but well.. at least my bday pics will look out nicer?!?!
oh man! it's like onli 3 wks.. n u thnk i can lose wt?!?!

points at qinz: wahaha!!! u wish lah fat pig!!! -_-"

nevertheless, i'll still try... :o

tokin' bout my bday..
i wonder wad my boi gonna get fer mi!!!
hehe.. kinda excited..
but i better not put my hopes too high..
else if it turns out unexpected, i guess i'll b too disappointed!
like wad ms goh said: yao you shi wang, cai hui you jing xi!!!

anyways, the 4 musketeers:
Make Oct 7 free alrites?!?!
help tis cutie here celebrate her 20th-once-in-a-lifetime bday?!?!
oh.. i 4got ber&bong might b having their exams.. *sigh
/qinz prays hard...

quizzie quizz quiz

hmm..
saw this frm bong's n ber's blog
tot i shd try it out too.. so here it goes:

Get to know yourself better -

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you. (hmm..true? 50/50..)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
(oh well.. totally me!)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
(i hope i've found mine.. :) )

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
(wasn't serious in the early part of my life but nw, i can say, yes i am..)

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
(hmm.. not true lah.. to me, education isn't realli imp.. it's the society tt makes education imp n thus everyone is stressing to be a U-grad.. but hello? juz live happily ya!! does it matter if i'm not a U-grad?oh well.. i'm still gonna take up Marketing @ SIM nxt yr...wadda hell~)

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
(i've thought bout my future n written wad i hope it would be like in the previous entries.. yes, a secure job in the early stage, but i would definitely wanna b my own boss! )

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
(yeah, i hope so... *) Take the first step, take the first step! (rem tis? bong n ber? wahaha)

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
(oh man! tis is totally true!! i realli am concern bout hw others look @ me.. so i seldom wear sleeveless, coz i'm afraid pple will stare n say: wa lau.. the arms so fat still wear sleeveless! -_-"
if i ever hear tt, i guess i'll go get a new top right away!!!)

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
(hmm..mood swings?!?! of coz! who doesn't haf any?)

sHHhh..

shHHhh..
i'm bloggin' instead of working nw
damn bored today, esp wif the weather!
it's fer slping, not working.. mind you~ -_-"

totally restless fer the whole day
can't seem to concentrate on wad i'm doin
so might as well blog awhile b4 i bore myself away again

oh..it's playing "xiao hu dui's" song rite nw..
those of my generation shd noe who i'm tokin bout.. wahaha (as if i'm TT old)
anyways, its e song we always sing during graduation..
the one which is so blardy touching tt i always cry whenever i sing it!!!
if i'm not wrong, the title shd b "zhu ni yi lu shun feng" or smthing..
realli nice to b hearing it again... juz bring back all those sweet sweet memories..

damn! it's not the time to get emotional again!!!
-_-"
bong mentioned bout us playing wif candles during "zhong qiu jie" whilst sec sch..
oh boi! hw i missed those days..
w/o worries, w/o any burdens..
not like nw, some bz wif Uni, some bz bored wif work etc etc
we all are bz wif our own stuffs n hardly make time to meet up
so we muz treasure wadeva meeting ups tt we haf..
be it a coffee-chat-session, a simple meal, wadeva!
i'll definitely b there! 100% chop+guarantee! wahaha .. we used to say tt.. har?

anyways, i'm realli glad u still rem my bday my dearest drama queen!
let's celebrate together!! i missssssssshhhheeeED you soOOooo much! seriously..
i haven seen u like since after poly days..
n its like a freakin' 6 mths oredi!!! oh man! can u believe it?!?!
let's get all the "siao-kias" frm TT05 out again.. n party again orites?
oh ya.. can get pang out too.. juz celebrate 3-in-one againz.. okies?

rites.. think i better get back to work b4 someone finds mi idling away (again)..
till den..
k.i.t~ peeps!

the special entry

it's 17.09.2005 today~

it's my specialcumdearestcum7yr'sfren -Ah Nam's bday (hey, i haven been calling u tis fer ages :P)
so, tis entry shall b dedicated SPECIALLY fer her! b hournered alrites !

okies, so here it goes:
the 3 of us planned a special evening fer the bday girl yest!
yepx! we got her a bouquet of flowers (sad to say, the tulips haven't bloomed yet, so it doesn't realli look nice) but anyways, i believed she still loved it! am i rite? my dearie!!! :)

after tt, we proceeded to Riverside Indonesian Restaurant fer our dinner.. dinner was OK lah.. but at least the price was considered OK.. not too ex..

we finished our dinner at bout 7+,8.. timing was like kinda farnie.. too early to chill out @ e pubs yet.. n so we decided to juz stroll ard n take some pics!!! =)
after tt, we settle @ Liquid Room Bar..
oh man! tt place was fabulous! totally love it.. greatly encouraged fer peeps to try out dere!!!
we spent bout 3 hrs plus dere.. plus "count down" fer the birthday girl dere too..
ohhh.. the birthday girl found her eye candy fer the day too.. wahaha~
oh well.. if fate permits, they'll meet again.. tt's wad she said.. =)

after a long celebration, birthday girl went to meet her fren n the 3 of us proceeded back to my hse...
yepx.. all of us were exhausted n concussed @ bout 3+.. haha~
ying den met us fer breakfast+lunch tis morning @ Delifrance..
hmm.. all in all, i realli hope she did had fun, n did love our surprises n everything else!!!

to you:
finally reached 20.. i'm catching up wif u! 3 more wks (hint hint) haha~ I'm realli glad we're able to celebrate tis yr's bday wif u.. time realli flies! it's been 7 yrs tt we've known each other.. Although in b/w, we had many arguments, we "lost contact", but i'm realli happy tt we're still able to remain close frenz like nw!

it's been donkey yrs since the 3 of us celebrated ur bday.. n i realli hope u did enjoy, n did haf fun! may tis 20th bday b a super unforgettable one fer u!
suddenly @ a lost of words, but i know u know wad we all want fer u! naturally -- the best!

no matter wad, i know u'll find wad u wan, wad u need n wad u deserve in time to come.. so, dun rush into it ok..
last but not least, happy 20th bday (again)..
lotsa hugs n kisses,
Qinz -- ur chang jiao 4eva~

the thinking phase. ..*

i juz read bong's blog..
got mi thinkin'...
come to think of it.. i've been working like 3 mths oredi..
it's not a long time i noe... but seriously, i dun seem to realli get used to tis kinda life..
pple do grow up.. pple do change..
perhaps it's not the time yet, fer mi to b adaptable to the working life..

every morning i wake up, wondering if i can fake an MC so tt i can continue snuggling wif my comfy bed n bolsters .. -_-"
waking up realli sucks!
n forcing my body to work sucks even more! hate it!
but i've no choice.. i need the money, n the so-called-working-experience to help mi in my future..
my pay is considered ave fer a dip grad, currently drawing a salary of 1.4k (w/o deducting my CPF).. n i'm totally on my own nw..
my transport fees, meals, practically everything.! so basically.. i dun realli haf much left every mth.. plus the money i give to my parents..
so, ya.. it's realli diff fer mi to save up.. given the fact tt i'm act a heavy spender.. !

i love gd food! so i always crave fer exp meals.. but i'm so gonna curb tis soon!
told dear tt we would head towards foodcourts/hawkercentres everytime we go out..!!
we need to look forward to our saving up plan! + our future shop~
wahaha..
yeah yeah... i noe we'll b able to do it someday... :)

juz a couple of things.. *

hmmm.. actually wanted to post abt a couple of stuffs..
but i shall juz keep it short n sweet in case anyone catches mi idling off my job.. hehes

first things first:
Had a totally fab night out on Sat.. wif my bestest buds frm KSS..
seriously! it's been ages since i had soOOooo much fun.. love ya girls to bits!
we had a nice chatting session after our ktving..
it suddenly struck mi tt we're turning 21 soon.. n in no time, it'll b time fer us to haf our own career, our own family.. in short - - a new stage of our lives
i'm numb.. seriously speaking..
i dun seem to feel much.. i dun seem to b planning ahead..
all i noe is, i dun need to b a career woman to b happy...
all i wan, is to b able to spend sufficiently and b able to indulge in branded n exp stuffs once in a while... yes! tt's wad i'm asking fer..
most importantly.. i need a husband who loves me, n my dad, mum, sis n frenz whom i cherish all close to my heart! =)
juz thinking of it is already soOooo sweet.. wahaha..

ying asked mi if wee would b my future partner, for live..
i told i her i dunno.. n it got mi realli thinking..
i guess deep in my heart, i wan him to be.. quite badly, to b the special person tt would feed me, love me, shower me wif love, for the rest of my life..
but, it ain't easy.. not a teeny weeny bit...
life is so unpredictable.. so, i dun wish to harp soOoo deeply on the thought...
if fate permits, we'll b together...

i toked to him yest, it's been quite some time since we last had a gd chat..
i asked him bout our future...
i told him.. we'll both start saving after i officially start working..
n after we've earned enuff, we would start a biz together..
i wanna open a shop selling the clothes tt he designs... =)
hahaha... yes.. i hope tt this dream will come true..
in the mean time, i'll b thinking of a suitable name for OUR shop..
......................................................................................................................................................................

in a few days times, to b exact, 17th Sept, would b our dear Ms Chay's 20th birthday!
i'm excited.. =) n i hope we'll b able to haf lotsa fun..
come to think of it, it's been quite some time since we laz celebrated her bday wif her..
n girl, if u see this, i promise an unforgettable 20th bday.. alrite! take my word fer it.. *huggies*
my wish fer u tis bday: secret! u'll noe it on the actual day! haha~

i better stop bloggin' fer nw..
perhaps would continue on ltr after lunch..
till den....
ja~

hypnotisED

someone's hypnotising me!
oh man..
i need to take a break..
keep nodding my head..
lucky my manager didn't see me.. else i guess i'll b dead!

juz had my lunch not long ago..
damn slpy nw..
bth! need to take a break frm my repetitive work..
has been staring @ the newspapers since tis morning..
tis is horrible work! but i've no choice..
damn it!
i dun wish to quit coz i haf lovely colleagues here.. moreover i'm tied on fer 6 mths..
tis is time i learn to ENDURE!

think hard, no matter whr i go..
it'll still b the same mundane life..
so, slaps back to reality n face the cruel truth!
oh as they always say: truth always hurts! -_-"

i can't wait to go back to sch!!
save me.. save me pple!

october come!!! quick~
BKK.. here i come.. soon! Real.. soon*

yeah! lunch time.. :)

its lunch time nw..
waiting fer veron to come down..
tt auntie always so slow.. -_-"
goin Liang Court fer lunch..
first time trying out dere.. heesh

oh man.. its so boring today..
everyone surrounding mi is not in office..
but well, kinda good also lah..
at least i can enjoy the peace of being alone..
wahaha..

oh ya.. act i haf a "ticket" fer a lunch reception @ Gyu-Kaku tis afternoon
jeanette gave mi the tix.. but she onli gave mi one.. den those tt goin i not close de,
so decided not to go..
yeah yeah... i noe i'm a lil' AS.. oh well, who cares~ :P

oh well.. goin fer my lunch nw liow..
see ya peeps...

oh.. b4 i 4get:
to all NTU frenz... study hard fer ya quizzes ya!!
p/s bong&ber: pls faster finish ur quizzes so u can entertain tis poor girl here -_-"

sicky me -__"

guess wad?!?!
i've been having the runs since like Friday!!! n it's been fking 3 days n i'm still not fine!!! -__"
i guess tis is the first time i ever ate medicine after visiting the doc..
ironic eh.. see doc to get well is wad "normal" pple do
but fer me, its juz fer the sake of MCs..
wahaha.. but not tis time..
was realli sick lah..
mum said it was stomach flu..
i had on/off fever n diarrhea fer consecutive 3 days..

so saDD rite.. sick le still @ work..
oh well.. at least i'm feeling better today..
din eat much during lunch.. so my tummy is growling nw
but i dare not to eat... coz i'm afraid i'll need to shit anytime..
so, i better tahan till i'm back home..

hehe.. its 5.30 le.. can go home soon... =)
bubbye~

its a damn cold day

oh man..
i'm freezing my ass off man... it's freaking cold...
all bcoz of the stupid rain...
makes my fingers go numb n my eyelids heavy...
zZZz...

lucky fer today.. its a short day
coz there'll b town hall meeting @ Furama...
so, we all haf to b there @ 3.50... so yepx~ hehe
can slack slack fer 2 more hrs den off i go.. wahahha~

oh.. did i mention tt my colleague's name is also veron..
oh well.. she's gonna present ltr.. so, wish her all the best ya.. =)

till e nxt update..
take care peeps!

cold+alone

hmm...
i guess i haven been updating fer ages ya!!!
haha.. not bcoz i'm realli bz lah..
i'm juz plain lazzie.. -__"
anyways, fer those who dun noe, i'm @ work at Samsung Asia Pte Ltd officially since laz Wed..
well.. toking bout workin here..
to me, its quite alrite, lah.. the pple here are quite nice (some)..
n my manager dun realli bother bout wad i'm doin as long as i produce the work he wants..
so, yepx.. considered quite ok..

juz tt, sometimes i do run out of things to do.. n i get realli bored... like NW!
guess wad?!!?
the entire office is onli left wif like 4 pple..
coz the rest went to Batam fer a "team building" trip..
i was not invited!!! -__"
saDDed rite?!?! sigh...
but i guess i came in too late, n dey dun haf enuff time to prepare fer mi to go...
so, i'm stuck in the office, freezing myself... n staring at the screen, forcing myself not to slp..zZZz..

it's finally 4.30 nw.. one more hr b4 i can get away.. woo~
i juz can't wait.. since no one's ard, perhaps i'll leave at 5.. wahaha~
sHHhhh...

anyways, i met a few realli nice pple @ work.. so, i'm realli happy ya..
wish mi luck fer the days to go... =)
till den...
keep updating my blog~ *cheerios

e [me] which nv leaves

i'm stuck @ home.. muz be wondering y ya?
i mentioned tis morning i've got 2 plans goin on...
but well, i guess they juz back-fired... -__-

haven heard frm coussies yet.. maybe ltr?!?!

the "special person trip" is cancelled...
coz somehting cropped up...
n, i feel kinda sad abt it..
seriously.. i dunno why..
we met onli once.. but y do i sense tt i'm not welcomed?
/me is stoning

i guess its juz the time of the mth again
hate it!
i've got cramps the entire day yest..
realli sucky..
nth seems to work..
n NO! i'll nv take any medicine..
not fer the sake of tis..zZZz..
sucky sucky life... of being a woman
tt's juz a very negative point of being one...
n seriously, i HATE it!

it's a miracle~

it's like 5.10am nw..
n i'm still AWAKE
haven tried tis fer ages...
n my eyelids are realli heavy nw..
zZZz...

1. gathering wif cousins @ KBox
2. meeting the special person fer the 1st time

whr shd i go?
hehes...
i'll noe tmr... =P

numb~

i'm BLOATED!
oh man..
ate "pig's organ soup" aka "zhu zha tang"
hehe...
plus one slice of mango n pineapple...
oh~ so bloated...
n i'm supposED to b on a diet...
oPps... sHHhhhh...

i'll start tmr rites? hehehe...
n the tmr nv comes.. -__-

i'm realli getting fat!
help... the spare tyre keeps overflowing my jeans...zZZz~

yepx~

hmmm...
counting down: 3.5 more working days~ *hurray*

i shan't say wad happened earlier on..
all i can say is, i wish i can leave right away, this very minute..
i dowan to stay in a place full of insensitive pple, n pple who tok w/o using their brains
(tt is if they DO hav one)
i respect u, not bcoz ur're right nor is it bcoz ur're worth it..
i juz respect u, bcoz ur're an old woman... n dun think when i dun tok, i'm easy to bully
ur're oh so wrong! *mother fker*

a brand new begin-ning

"Ringgggggggg"
yepx, rec a call frm Irene bout the job confirmation frm Samsung..
finally eh~
starting work nxt Wed... after National Day
wahaha...

new start, new beginning...
i'm kinda looking forward... at least, to me, i'm finally "working"
seriously speaking, i dun HATE my current job...
but u try out urself.. n u'll noe wad i mean ya

it's over.. finally~
n i'm realli glad! hehe

nuff bout work...
i assure u peeps... tt i'll stop complaining bout my work~
*end of chapter

& only you.

to [my dearest friend], with lotsa love~

我无法帮你预言　委曲求全有没有用
可是我多么不舍　朋友爱的那么苦痛
爱可以不问对错　至少要喜悦感动
如果他总为别人撑伞 你何苦非为他等在雨中
泡咖啡让你暖手　想挡挡你心口里的风
你却想上街走走　吹吹冷风会清醒的多
你说你不怕分手　只有点遗憾难过
情人节就要来了　剩自己一个
其实爱对了人　情人节每天都过

分手快乐　祝你快乐　
你可以找到更好的
不想过冬 厌倦沉重　
就飞去热带的岛屿游泳
分手快乐　请你快乐　
挥别错的才能和对的相逢
离开旧爱　像坐慢车　
看透彻了心就会是晴朗的
没人能把谁的幸福没收　
你发誓你会活的有笑容

你自信时候真的美多了

gd news finally... *

finally~
my long awaited trip to BKK... =)
has been wanting to go dere since the like April or May...
kept postponing... till finally now!
hehe...
it's confirmed.. tickets are bookED!
but we're flying onli on Oct 12...
seems quite long still eh... but at least i noe i'm heading somewhr fer a hol SOON...=)

keeps mi goin wif this borin' work i'm stucked wif...
decided to help out dad as a sales co-ordinater...
but it'll b after the BKK trip...
coz he has to handle some re-shuffling of staff i guess...
so, i hav to... WAIT!
which no longer matters since i've already been waiting fer soOOoo long..
2mth wif this mundane job, i can't believe i survivED...
it's juz miracle i guess... or suddenly i became more adaptable... wahahhaa

lunch.time = lonely.time

zZZz...
dread goin to lunch, but love the time whr i can juz get away frm the stuffy office..
irony isn't it?
coz i've been eating alone every day fer like 2 mth...
sucks ya...
i look like a loner to strangers...
oh wait, i AM a loner rite?
-__"

gonna go JB ltr again...
hehe
dad's bringing us to the new found restaurant...
hope there isn't a jam...=)

to all freshies at unis...
gambatte~

:: home sweet home ::

16.52
8 more min to home.sweet.home
boy am i tired...
my eye-lids are so heavy, i can't seem to hold dem apart any longer... -__-

juz read ber's blog :
girl... i guess ur're juz too new to this environment and way of living ya.. dun worry too much...everything's gonna b fine... =) ur're juz not adaptable yet.. ya?!?! *huggies*
ur're not alone.. u noe tt... n juz think of ur mummy's naggings and i assure u'll dread to return to the naggings+housework.. rites? hehe..
take gd care of urself rites... *missing ya~*

16.55
5 more min b4 the clock strikes 17.00
thank god i'm outta here..
good nite pals...
*......gone

a girls' day/night out~

yepx!
gonna meet the m&ms and yingz ltr fer dinner
i realli hope ying turns up... =)
Thai Express!!! My choice of food tis time rd..
hehe.. has been wanting to try it again since the last one i had wif boi...
i like the food dere...
kinda reminds mi of Siam Kitchen... =) hehe....
brings back all those sweet memories (for all who dunno, i knew my current bf @ Siam Kitchen)... so, ya... hehe.. got the link peeps?!?!

Realli missed the girls..
not tt we haven't seen fer ages... but juz tt..
i reali hope we're able to meet up frequently coz i love gossiping wif dem, reminiscing bout our old sec sch days, suan-ing mabel... etc etc
hehe..
their gonna start sch soon..
so i think we'll hav lesser time to meet up..
but nevertheless, i'll definitely bug dem to acc mi!!! hees..
cheerios girls.. ~ *huggies*

if u ever read tis...

to the special ... ..you~

Life's nv easy... we all have our share of ups and downs... we fall, pick ourselves up, and move on again... Everyone's behind u.. u noe tt... n i noe ur're trying real hard... All the encouragements, all the advices, all the listening ears are all here fer u...

All tt shd have been done is already done.. it juz depends on u.. ur confidence, ur goal, ur life.. i noe tt u wun give up... juz give urself a push frm the back n move forward...

Nth is too difficult if u try... n try wif all ur might girl... We miss you... we realli do.. n we realli want you back... soOOoo much... *huggies*

Rem: you're never ever alone...*

i'm so sleepy!
help someone.. entertain mi!!! -__-
forcing/trying to keep my eyes open after lunch...
oh man..
i need my beauty slp...
i onli get to slp in late like once in a wk...
tis is torturous... (is tt hw u spell it.. wadeva!)
my eyebags/dark rings/wadeva-u-call-tt are showing...
zZZz...

i miss sch...so much*

rec sms frm bong yest... i guessed she missed our sec sch lives too...
mi too.. i missed it so much...
the laughter, gossips, fun, lectures by teachers, making fun of teachers n frenz, oggling at some new found cute guy in the sch... etc etc
missed those soOOoo much...

if only i could turn back time... .. .*

.... ........ .. . *

hmmm..
juz read some of the blogs of my frenz who juz came back frm their camps...
sounds like dey realli did haf fun ya..
haha~
gd fer dem... =)
as i always think tt sch life is always much much much better den working life..
so people, cherish ya sch life nw ya... b4 u embark ur journey towards the "so-called" working-life... -__-

anyways, life's been quite mundane fer mi recently..
always forcing myself to get outta bed, get washed and changed, get to work, getbored&sleepy@work, go home, watch tv... slp!
yepx... tt's hw interesting my life is...
but at least i went camping again on sat..
BBQ specially prepared by me fer my dearest guy... n the gift of the rain to make the weather so nice and cooling... at last it wasn't warm n humid like the previous stays...

n my dearest boy woke mi up at 2+ to get "tian-ji zou" aka frog legs' porridge at Geylang...
yepz.. so he dragged the kena bitten my a mosquito on the eyelid-mi outta "bed" to get his porridge...
anyways, was a fun day lar.. with the rain splashing into our tents, i still had a good nights slp.. =) *huggies*

oh damn it!

Samsung haven contacted mi yet..
dead...

i feel my hopes crashED... soOOoo.. down the drain...
oh..f*ck~

i need all the luck in the world... =)

hmmm..
finally had my nails done..
cool.. great job by Voxy... =)
real nice experience... gonna try it again in the future...=)

recently been doin alot of things by myself..
like shopping, walking ard, having my meals.. manicures... etc etc..
kinda like tis feeling actually..
at least i save money... wahahha.. shopping alone would mean no one to give u comments would mean i would buy lesser stuffs.. hehe..

anyways, gonna b broke soon..
plus if i get the new job, i'll haf to pay the agency money.. which means i've worked fer nth tis mth.. -__-
sadded... =(
but anyhows, i still wanna leave the place..
so wish mi luck peeps, fer the interview tml...
huggies... =)

n to all those goin fer the grad ceremony...
haf fun!!!

ipod... here i come.. ....*

went ard to look @ ipod yest...
act i wanted to get the ipod shuffle... but dear says not worth it..
checked out at the store at Wheelock.. costs bout 178...
den went to lucky plaza n it's onli out fer 150....
hmm... its always cheaper to get frm the "outside" shops ya..

wait fer me!!!
after i get my pay... i'll get u ya!!
hehe.. but i tink i'll either get the ipod or ipod mini..
can store more songs... =)

oh ya...
did i mention tt our dear Ms Cheng spoiled my plans... -__-
mentioned earlier tt we're goin to Ms Goh's hse today..
but cancelled le coz Ms Cheng goin to Bintan...
zZZz...
no fun... no life... argh~

finally.. .. .....*

yeps!
juz called Voxy@Taka n made my appointment...=)
virgin visit to a nail salon... whoppie~
has been wanting to get a manicure done since ages ago.. n finally i decided to put it into action.. wahahaha...

hmmm..
got my day planned fer tmr:
1.work
2.manicure@voxy
3.ber's place fer dummy making+havocing (wahaha.. dun scold me huh)

guess tmr's gonna b a fun day at ber's hse yeah? i'm so gonna mess up her place.. (like as if) hahahaa.. k lar.. let mi update abit bout wad's happening to my new job seeking ya..

Samsung shortlisted mi fer the second interview.. n it's settled on Monday at 3pm SHARP! hehe.. n guess wad i did to take leave?!?! (my mum's idea) i told him tt my grad ceremony is on tt day n i hafta take leave.. coz i decided not to go fer the ceremony.. to me, it's a waste of time.. spending 3hrs++ sitting n rotting juz to get tt "piece of paper"...
yepx.. so i realli hope Samsung will employ me.. please~ please... please!!!

/me prays real real real.. extra hard!

boredom kills

let mi repeat myself again:

"boredom kills"!

......................................... i'm dead*

argh

i'm bored.. so sOOoo bored~

been staring into blank air since after lunch.. having my "hello panda" to acc me.. wahahaha.. lamer~ tt's wad u do when ur're bored -- eat!

n fats n spare tyre is growing rd my already developed tyre.. haha.. i guess i need tummy trim.. anyone wanna sponsor mi?!?! hehehe..

manicure was a disappointment yest.. i knew we had to make appoinment.. but it juz slipped off my mind..zZZz.. anyways, i think i'm gonna make an appointment sometime tis wk.. so the 4 peeps whom u-noe-who-u-are... wanna go wif mi?

patricia juz called.. Asia Enterprise wun budge.. still stucked at 1.3.. so i guess maybe i wun take up the job? i seriously dunno wad i wan.. hate tis! argh~ but she gave mi time to think bout it.. so it isn't a huge prob lah... daddy keeps telling mi its a very traditional comp.. realli gives mi the creeps.. deepens my thought of not accepting the job... hahaha..

oh anyways, i'm an easily influenced person... u can say tt~

gonna go to Unilite Recruitment ltr on... plus get my jeans frm Shaw House... wanna thk my daddy n mummy.. daddy fer the $50 voucher n mummy fer sponsoring mi the money fer my jeans.. hehe..

yeah.. finally got one of the new Levis+Hermes jeans... so happy..=) after the discount, it's like $119.... to me, quite worth it lah... =)

okies.. hafta go back rotting again..

oh ya bong... u need help wif the dummy? call mi.. i go ur hse help u?

dilemma

hmm.. seems like some time since i last updated yeah? but come to tok abt it.. nth to tok bout my mudane life too.. wahaha.. -___-
anyways.. got some "updates" if u call it.. i juz received a call at 6.15 frm Jennifer frm Asia Enterprise.. guess wad peeps?!?! i got the job!!! =) did i mention tt tis comp's actually my dad's supplier.. hahaha.. so coincidence rite? n i had to lie thru my teeth tt my dad's dealing wif plastic to avoid the so-called conflict of interest.. -___-
anyways, i didn't accept the post straight away.. coz i'm like not sure if i wan the job n everything.. i dun wan to let myself fall into the same situation like i am in now.. n moreover, got another interview nxt monday.. its a MNC Co.. one which i've been waiting fer... haiz.. so i'm kinda in a dilemma now... -___- anyone can help mi make a decision? hehehe...

anyways, got my pay le.. realli sucky.. take like nv take... oh shit.. i need to leave.. a.s.a.p!!!

i'm back~

hey peeps!

i'm back!!! =)

oh well.. back after 4 days of hols.. cool cool hols! oh man.. hw i wish i can juz stay dere 4ever.. life would b so nice if i can live wif the fishes and beaches, the waves.. the sun.. the breeze.. and everything so natual and cool!!! -__-

*slaps* back to reality..

oh fucker... back to the "so-called" working life... as a matter of fact.. dun even feel tt i'm actually working.. juz doin some "sai-kang" everyday... haha.. wadeva, lah.. dowan to keep harping on the fact tt --the job sucks..

let mi tok bout my hols rite? was realli nice.. i enjoyed it soOOOoo much.. the fishes.. the relaxation.. and everything.. esp wif the company of my dearest... *huggies* i think tis trip sorta "helped" our r/s... to a certain extent...

oh ya.. i've some super "farnie" pics taken underwater.. shall show u guys if i hav the chance.. hehe.. oh.. juz to mention tt the "hao-bu-rong-yi" turn fair-er me has gone "chao-ta" again.. totally chao ta... even my feet is tanned.. haha.. alrite lah... i got the healthy colour back again.. juz tt the burnt skin realli hurts.. wahahaha...

anyways, mummy's planning another trip tis sep!!! ohhh woo~ so shiok... =) if i hav the chance.. i'll go learn diving.. it'll b great fun.. any takers?!?!?!

it's finally 2 weeks~

hmm.. shd i say time flies? coz it's officially 2 weeks since i started work.. not tt i'm happy bout the fact tt the job is starting to b fun.. but happy tt its nearing the date when i can quit.. wahahaha... ok ok.. muz b curious why am i blogging in the office when i said i can't surf the net rite? coz it's freedom day fer mi!!!! Boss and manager went out... n so i'm alone~ hehe... but i'm scared tt smthing crops up n dere's no one to attend to me.. -__-

/me prays nth goes wrong...

ber's co. hasn't informed mi bout any iterviews as yet but i guess its coming soon... anyways, did i mention tt i'll b "flying" off to... yes REDANG tis coming Friday!!! Cheerios!!! i'm soOOooo looking forward to it.. for the first reason, i'll b having lotsa fun.. n fer the second, obviously slack away frm work... hurrays~ hehe...

the temp girl is coming back to replace me.. n i think she realli loves tis place.. maybe coz she's more outing lah.. can chit chat wif the bosses and workers here.. n to all those who noes me.. u noe i dun tok unless u tok to me.. so.. ya.. i'm left being a -- loner~

wadeva... dun care bout such things.. so wad if i eat alone, tok alone, shit alone? hahaha... ok great.. i'm crapping nw..

bubbye~, lah

it's GSS, but i'm broke.. :(

damn it!!! i've been wanting to go on a shopping spree... been ages since i laz bought any clothes... zZZz.. so sad.. tt's wad a life w/o money goes... one word -- PATHETIC!!

dunno when i'll get my pay.. dun even noe if i'll finish this month.. haha.. maybe i'm juz too fussy.. but i tot the least i expect is fer mi to b happy.. but i'm definitely NOT!

to make matters worse.. kena "scolded" by tis idiot frm Marriot.. he was speaking in canto to me.. n it was so chim.. so i dun understand... so i ask him to speak chinese.. he say he dunno.. den ask if anyone's ard.. n so suay.. tt time realli no one ard.. den he said tt i dunno hw to do biz.. wtf! hello? not everyone is born to learn canto alrite.. u idiot! feel like slapping him.. moron!

n after tt, the invoice machine play punk wif me.. argh.. i feel like throwing it away... in short..

i juz wanna leave... for good...~

free as the wind.. wahaha

hmm.. guess wad peeps..
i'm blogging frm work.. haha..
surprised?!?!
coz boss went out..
n nobody's in the office..
cool..
i'm free!!!!

life's such a struggle

I've been working fer like 5 days le..
conclusion: i still hate my job
i dun think i can tahan fer 2 mths seriously!!!
i'm like a lonely soul dere... eat alone, tok alone.. wok alone..
n noe wad... the feeling sucks

let mi tell u wad i'm "allowed" to do in the office...
i'm not supposed to surf the net.. not to mention haf msn..
i dun haf my own desk..
the comp is onli fer taking down orders...
i can't listen to music..
i onli haf 7 days of annual leave
i can't do anything but rot n rot...
n mind you.. i'm a PERMANENT staff..

tell mi.. wad am i living fer?!?!
pls.. i need to get out of tis fucking place

... . .. .

the sense of security... it's all gone...

i want it back!

i want it back.. so much...

... . .. . .

=(

and when i tot everything was in my way...

it's all wrong..

i'm hurt.. real badly...

but i dun blame u...

time.. i'll give dem all to u...

yesh, u are my lucky star!!!

yesh, u are my lucky star!!!

mabel is my lucky star lucky star lucky star

mabel is my lucky star... lucky star!!!

wish mi luck okies!!! hehe

first day of work

oh man

yep.. first day of work today... hmm.. hw shd i say? i dun totally hate tis job... but seriously.. i didn't expect "it" to be so... "like tt".. haha... dun understand wad i say? oh well.. doesn't matter.. those close to mi will noe wad i mean.. *winks*

i juz hope it'll turn out better.. or i'm gonna quit in a weeks time.. i guess... seriously speaking.. i'm not being "da xiao jie" or "hiam" tis time rd.. i dun mind if tis is a temp job.. but a perm one?!?! definitely not up to the standard i'm asking fer...

however.. my "boss" is quite gd actually.. he's not tt "picky"... i guess.. haven seen his true colours yet... hehe..

hmmm...mum juz told mi she's not cooking tmr.. philip uncle is treating coz its his bday.. zZZz.. outside food again...-__-

hate it! i'm so sick of outside food.. its always the same thing over n over again.. chicken rice? fried rice? noodles? n the same list goes on... -__-

cheerios~

congratulations to me!!!

yep.. my fone rang at 9am tis morning.. stephanie called to inform mi tt winston decided to employ me!!! haha.. i've finally gotten a job... tmr gonna go dere to sign the "appointment" thingy.. den starting work on wednesday... but i haven told him tt i'm taking leave on 18th June.. coz i'm leaving fer redang.. hope he doesn't mind.. haha.. oPps.. but even if he minds, i'm not giving up my trip to redang.. not over my dead body!!! *heesh*

hmmm.. am cooking chicken chop ltr fer mr piggy.. no one's coming home fer dinner tonite so it's candel-light dinner fer mi and my boy... cheerios!!! hehe.. dad's off to KL fer biz.. mum's dining out wif her frenz.. sis sticking to her bf... =)

hope my chicken chop taste nice ltr.. hehe.. tis is the second try... the first try was already considered good.. so i hope tis time rd, i'll b more "perfect"... :)

actually i'm quite nervous bout work.. i'm afraid tt i'll b slow at learning.. n tt my boss will b hard to handle.. although he's quite nice when interviewing me.. but u noe.. nv judge a book by its cover.. hehe.. anyways.. wish mi luck peeps!!!

specially to my dearest bong:

babe, i'm here and always be.. take up my tips in learning cooking.. it's realli a nice thing to do to keep ur mind off... okies? n juz ring mi up whenever u wan~ 24/7 available... rem our once-a-week date okies? *huggies*

it's over~

hmmm...

went fer 2 interviews today..

first one was at Gul St.. Jurong West area... tis comp is dealing wif electrical stuffs... the other comp is at Bukit Batok.. both of dem at industrial area.. so no cute guys fer my eyes.. haha.. tis comp at B.B is dealing wif dim sum~ *yum yum* the manager told mi they supply fer many 5* hotels like Ritz Carlton, Shangri-La.. etc.. so, perhaps if i get the job i'll haf free dim sum?!?! hahaha...

anyways.. the first one dun seem too keen on mi.. the boss seems like he wants someone wif experience.. he keep emphasizing tt i'm more suitable fer frontline work.. n keep askin why i dun wanna work fer my dad... but the second one seems quite okay to me.. the manager is kinda cute.. round round cute cute de.. haha..oh ya.. it's a family biz..

so wish mi luck in getting one of the jobs.. but anyhows, even if i dun get the jobs.. i'll juz haf to continue searching... =P

25th was "our" day... 1 yr 4 mth to b exact... hmm.. i'm realli glad we got so far... n i realli thx god fer tt... a r/s realli need alot of effort to b put in.. i gave in my all tis time round.. n i hope tis r/s will b a smooth sailing one.. i realli hope so... i'm trying so hard to curb my temper.. n dear, if u'll ever get a chance to read this.. i hope you can feel my changes.. *hugz*

haven met up wif the poly mates since sch ended.. missed dem so much.. wam pa tan.. whr u? reading my blog nw? wad happened to urs? can't seem to see nething dere... -__-

oh ya.. u mentioned a meet up rite? when ur're free? let's go out fer some drinks and fun ya? *missed ya*

an interview finally .. .

yes yes yes~

congratulate mi pple.. i've finally gotten an interview... =)

date's set at tmr.. in the afternoon.. lucky fer mi not in the morning.. else i wun b able to wake up... :P

oh ya.. did i mentioned tt SIM accepted my application? oh well.. i'll be starting sch nxt yr Aug... which means i'm gonna step into the working life right nw.. fer like a yr.. actually.. i'm not at all prepared fer this so called "working life"... but well.. all of us need to take tis first step no matter when, no matter hw..

i'm telling myself tt i need this fer my future.. to get myself "prepared" and more adaptable i guess... but i noe it'll b tough.. well... life isn't made to b easy in the first place...

read bong's blog.. am glad she's not taking it too hard... like we all noe.. pple come, pple go.. so, dun persist too much.. rites? no matter hw.. frenz will always b ard.. plus the fact tt ur're such a lovable girl.. u'll haf no lack of suitors and frenz accompanying u thru tis time of ur life... today's ur laz day of werk rite? enjoy ur hols while u still can... hehe..

and.. let's meet up more often ok? let's havoc havoc havoc!!! cheerios~

to ying: (if ur're reading this)

take a deep breath.. n dun force yourself... if its too hard... juz sit back, relax, and try again... all we can do is send our wishes and encouragement.. the rest juz depends on u.. n we all noe, tt u'll definitely make it.. alrite? *hugs and kisses*

tears dun matter anymore

no.. i'm not well..

i'm not feeling good.. AT ALL...

somehw.. i dun feel gd abt this

thou everything seems to b fine..

i noe it wouldn't be...

n seriously.. i realli miss u so much...

thou i noe nth seems to matter nw...

i'm sorrie... i realli am

i noe i brought this upon myself..

for tt... i apologize again...

i'm realli sorrie..

specially to -u-noe-who

hmmm... i dunno if u'll be reading this, n i dun wish to state who you are.. but well.. ur're someone so near yet so far, i guess... guess u noe tt i've been ignoring you lately.. i noe tis is not rite, nor is it the right way fer mi to treat u.. esp, someone so close... n be it someone i shd respect to.. perhaps i hadn't respect you before.. but ask urself if u deem the respect..

let mi tell u the reason behind this coldness you get from me.. ur're older than me.. n i believe i dun haf the right to tell u wad's right and wad's wrong and simply becoz u shd noe it better than me.. but obviously, you dun.. u do things tt u think its right but not noeing tt ur're hurting pple close to your heart.. so much money is spent on your studies and u simply dun give a fark abt it.. fer ur age.. i think u shd b able to noe wad's right n wad's not.. but u juz simply ignore the fact.. the fact tt there're not ard.. doesn't mean tt you can do wadeva u wan.. ur integrity lies in you... nth's wrong wif clubbing, having fun and hanging out wif your boyfren.. but u shd noe ur limits...

you shd noe tt u earn ur trust from pple.. if u do things tt misplaces their trusts, they will NEVER EVER put tt trust in you again.. perhaps tis entry a tad bit too serious.. and i might not be in the place to tell you all these.. i juz need you to noe tt wad's going on..

to change or not, it still lies in you.. remember.. they are not "pian xin"... they juz trust someone whom they think they can... but u break ur promise not more than once.. n u hurt them not more than once.. i noe tt "she" loves to nag at you, scold u etc.. but ask urself why is this so? hav u did anything tt proved tt u've grown up? u noe it better than anyone else.. dun think tt when u help others, means tt u've matured and can handle all other problems.. but the truth is.. u can't even settle your own problem.. n pls, face the truth and deal wif it...

i hope tis entry realli makes sense to you...