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1320pm. 30032006. suckyThursday
oh well
finally it's thursday today
BUT
ain't happie at all
wanted to take a day off work tmr
BUT
was rejected
coz, HE said tt its accts closing day tmr, n yes, i haf shit to settle again
damn it!
suan le..
i'll juz haf to endure, for another 2mth&2wks.. =)

oh yea
i went to the Metro sales @ Expo!
it was an "accidental" trip..=)
my parents n i were on our way to pay our respects to my popo..
n TADA!
we saw tis HUGE banner outside Expo..
n yea, we went, lor!
i shou huo bu shao oh!!!!
BUT
obviously u dun expect anything of HIGH QUALITY there lah..
but u haf to SEARCH THOROUGHLY to get some GREAT DEALS!
n being the "hidden-aunty-personality-me"
i got quite afew.. =) wahahaha

gotten myself some undergarments (ooo.. nt kinky ones, thou.. =P), 2 tops (5 bucks each! wahaha), 1 skirt (a fcuking 6.90!!!!)
daddy got himself a pair of crocodiles shoes fer a blardy $19.90 can!!!
GOOD PRICE
GOOD BUY
MUST BUY!!!!!

wahaha.. yea, n most importantly, i wasn't the one to pay.. =P

clock reads 1343pm
sigh..
hafta get back to work again..

pls, someone,
bring some spice to my life...
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/imisshim.

PICTURES!!!

OMG!
i juz realised i haven uploaded pictures for like DONKEY YRS!
since i'm so freaking free nw..

enjoy~~~~~


self "high"! =P


sista&me.. i think we look more n more alike~


mummy's bday cake! yum yum! Sumatra frm BakerzIn!
my latest fav~~~~~


to those who dunno, i LOVE to take pics, of MYSELF! =P


need i say more?!?! *we are ang ku kuehs! =P


my dearest family!!


my reaction when i saw my sista's injured leg! *yucks!


why do i still love you even thou u irritate me so much!!! *argh!

my piggy pig pig

my piggy pig pig!





p/s: the tail was supposed to be nicer! but i couldn't control it, and was lazzie to refresh.. =P

another lonely 25th

25.03.2006
a lonely 25th.. again
sigh..

i'm unhappy...
n bored
but yet, can't do anything bout it
double sighs..

am i asking for too much?
or wad?
i didn't want to be unreasonable
so, i didn't say no
but deep down,
i didn't wan to say yes
i feel so alone..
HOW?
triple sighs..

i tot u would noe wad to do..
but apparently, u dun..
disappointed...
=(

qinzneedssomeone, butsomeonedecidestoleaveheralone, fornow..
andshe'ssodepressed, becausesheisafraidofloneliness..
sheknowshwitfeels, dowantofeelitagain..

i need more security..
someone, helpPPPpppPPPPpppp......

MY lucky charm.. ... .... .....*

& MY lucky charm is... .. .




Your lucky charm is a Four-leaf Clover!


What's Your Lucky Charm?

Brought to you by Tickle

the women, now. .. ...

was reading CLEO yest,
saw tis lil section bout wad women shd do, to be more different
they mentioned bout women nowadays, has become so shallow tt women onli find men who are rich, able to provide women with luxury, the type of men who are husband-like quality..
women has forgotten the importance bout honesty, diligence and other better qualities that we shd look out for..

i guess they are really really right
women nowadays really do think tt men who are rich, has a car, etc etc would be the RIGHT ONE, to get married to..
we neglect the other MORE IMPORTANT qualities that we SHOULD look out for..
i'm not trying to say that ALL women out there belongs to this category..
but, i guess, majority of the women out there, do haf this thinking.. (you, you, you, and you.. dun deny!)

mummy's been asking me if i thot abt my future with my guy
of coz i did..
i noe 21 might be too early to decide wad kind of guy i like..
to the others, my guy might not be able to provide the luxury that every women wants, might not be able to feed me, has no education, and thus is "lousy"..
i believe most singaporean women would think twice bout getting tgt wif this kind of a guy..

BUT,
i know wad i want, and i believe my guy WILL be able to give me wad i want
i dun need to live the life of a "tai tai"
i believe that money will not always bring happiness, but being with the one you truly love, would certainly bring me the happiness that i long for..

so my dearest boy, thou i know you wun be seeing this entry,
i juz wanna let you know, again, that i will be the one to be with you, for life, and not anyone else...
so i dun give a damn wad others might say, might think, might do..
i still love you..
like i did, 2 yrs ago...2 yrs down the road, and still counting...

change is the only constant

weekends are over, again..
start of a new, mundane week..
sighs..
it always happens on a monday, no doubt

attended agnes's 21st celebration last saturday @ her hse..
msdillydally-ing & me was the last to arrive @ ard 10pm!
so paiseh lor..
pple we like waiting fer US to arrive to cut cake (machiam wad big shots)

p/s nes: realli sorrie! made the birthday girl wait soOoo long~ dun bao chou on me, if i ever celebrate my 21st k.. wahaha~

anyways,
happy 21st bday to both of my frenz who happen to hav their bdays fall on the same day:
My long time pri sch fren, angeline low!
& my bud during my sec 2 days, agnes ting!

Hereby wishing u girls all the best in ur ADULTHOOD! cheerios!!!!

everyone ard mi is turning 21 tis yr, including me..
i'm happy for US, but my wallet ain't..
sigh..
but, its ok lah..
ONCE IN A LIFETIME! doesn't matter.. =P
hope i'll haf my own, unforgettable 21st bday.. =)

he has been different recently
abit of hot, and more of cold..
tis ain't right
but i know everything will be fine.. rite?

change seems to be the only constant
everyone is changing, to a certain extent
for the better or worse is the only difference
it might seem to be better for you now,
but to us,
it seems soOoo.. i dunno hw to say..
but, as long as ur're happy, we will be sure to give our blessings..
wadever the ending..


i suddenly, just suddenly,
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...............................................................................him
forgodknowswhatreason..... .... ... .. .*

courtest of stupidangel

courtest of stupidangel.. .... .....*

you chose BY - your Enneagram type is FOUR.

"I am unique"

Romantics have sensitive feelings and are warm and perceptive.

How to Get Along with Me
-Give me plenty of compliments. They mean a lot to me.
-Be a supportive friend or partner. Help me to learn to love and value myself.
-Respect me for my special gifts of intuition and vision.
-Though I don't always want to be cheered up when I'm feeling melancholy, I sometimes like to have someone lighten me up a little.
-Don't tell me I'm too sensitive or that I'm overreacting!

What I Like About Being a Four
-my ability to find meaning in life and to experience feeling at a deep level
-my ability to establish warm connections with people
admiring what is noble, truthful, and beautiful in life
-my creativity, intuition, and sense of humor
-being unique and being seen as unique by others
-having aesthetic sensibilities
-being able to easily pick up the feelings of people around me

What's Hard About Being a Four
-experiencing dark moods of emptiness and despair
-feelings of self-hatred and shame; believing I don't deserve to be loved
-feeling guilty when I disappoint people
-feeling hurt or attacked when someone misundertands me
-expecting too much from myself and life
-fearing being abandoned
-obsessing over resentments
-longing for what I don't have

Fours as Children Often
-have active imaginations: play creatively alone or organize playmates in original game s
-are very sensitive
-feel that they don't fit in
-believe they are missing something that other people have
-attach themselves to idealized teachers, heroes, artists, etc.
-become antiauthoritarian or rebellious when criticized or not understood
-feel lonely or abandoned (perhaps as a result of a death or their parents' divorce)

Fours as Parents
-help their children become who they really are
-support their children's creativity and originality
-are good at helping their children get in touch with their feelings
-are sometimes overly critical or overly protective
-are usually very good with children if not too self-absorbed


Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele

greatest news of the century!!! wahahaha

GUESS WAD PEOPLE!!!

i am officially starting sch on July 3rd!
cheerios cheerios cheerios

i finally took the 1st step to email SIM, to confirm my admission and other admin stuffs..
n yep, got a reply tt i'm starting sch on the 3rd July!

this is totally the best news of the yr for me (till nw, tt is)!!!!
can't b anything happier!!!

i've been wanting and wanting to get to sch asap,
all bcoz i couldn't tahan working life no more! -_-

BUT
i think i will miss some of my colleagues!

though it was a boring job,
i still had SOME fun, lah..

anyways,
i'm still a happy girl woman today! =)

courtesy of ms goh!

courtesy of msgoh!

NAME ANALYSIS FOR: Tan Ching Wei
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Tan:
You are an overly sensitive person, often falling into a savior-martyr role. You are very skeptical and have more than your share of bad luck. You have much enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life. You can handle details well. You have a methodical mind.

Ching :
You are a quick study, and can be self-taught. Your curiosity can get the best of you, but you must learn to concentrate. You work hard to achieve material success through your own efforts. You are relatively demonstrative in your affections. You enjoy being stroked verbally and physically. You must learn to give 'wise' service and not be a martyr. You are a hard worker when you make up your mind to do a job.

Wei:
Take advantage of all opportunities. You must develop your creativity and talents. You are determined to prove yourself to others. You can be quite inventive and quite curious. You need to learn to give and receive love for love's sake. You have a need to be assured of affection.

VS

NAME ANALYSIS FOR: Chen Qin Wei
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Chen :
You are a quick study, and can be self-taught. Your curiosity can get the best of you, but you must learn to concentrate. You work hard to achieve material success through your own efforts. You can be quite inventive and quite curious. You can handle details well. You have a methodical mind.

Qin:
You are easily excitable, optimistic and idealistic. You are never at a loss for what to do, what to say, and you are always going. You are relatively demonstrative in your affections. You enjoy being stroked verbally and physically. You must learn to give 'wise' service and not be a martyr.

Wei:
You have high aspirations and a cheery disposition. You need to learn to be expressive. You are a person who cannot tolerate being misunderstood. You need to learn to give and receive love for love's sake. You have a need to be assured of affection.

WAH!
quite true, leh.. to a certain extend.. =P

can't take it no more.. ah!

it's starting to get on my nerves
no, i'm not someone who is so particular with such issues..
BUT
tis is getting off-hand, out of my limits!

DAMN!

and i still hav to play indifferent..

WTF!

i'm pissed.. deep down!
YET
i haf to look-okay...

ain't i juz too kind?
n pls, dun take mi for granted..

ur're soOOoooOOOOOOOOoooooooooo soOOOOOOOOooooooooooOOOOO ARGH!
i'm outta here!