it's gone!!! -_-"

oh fuck!!!!
argh!
i hate myself!!!
*slaps slaps*
-_-"

i lost my jacket today!!!
can u believe it.. someone actually is capable of losing CLOTHES!!!
fuck!
i think i'm the 1st to break the record... -_-"
at first i tot i left it in the shuttle bus..
but i checked wif the pple in charge le.. n dey said they found no jackets!!
its either i din leave it dere.. or some assholes took it... fucker!
y would u wan my jacket fer?
are u too attracted to my body smell.. argh!
i noe u guys might b thinking tt tis woman is crazzie..
getting upset n emotional over a stupid jacket!!
but hello? it's like 70+ if i din rem wrongly.. n i LOVE the jacket.. saw tt.. LOVE!!! =(
n now, it's gone 4ever..
who can i blame?

-- the asshole blogging tis meaningless entry here..
fuck her ass!

wake up call~

wahaha..
i nearly fell aslp juz nw..
muz thx koh fer scaring mi awake!!!
wa lau.. i was realli shocked by him lor..
coz the rest of the pple in my dept all vanished into thin air..
so it's left wif mi n onli mi n onli mi.. n did i mention it's onli mi?!?! yes mi n mi n mi...
tt's why i was realli dozing off till koh came n gave mi a -wakeupcall-
zZZz...

oh.. shandia made smthing so sweet fer Sarah..
coz tmr's Sarah's laz day..
so she mixed a bottle of perfume fer her.. all by herself..
it smells realli nice man
she mixed Kenzo, Johnson&Johnson floral-dunno-wad, n Armani's Baby Rose..
it's realli nice man..

i'm so gonna try out mixing my own perfume too!!!
haha..interesting rite?
anyone wanna rec my first home-made parfume?!?!

goin off~

yepx.. it's 1730hrs oredi..
time fer mi to go off.. *
but i shall juz blog abit b4 i go off.. =P

hmm..
was reading thru the papers..
realised tt actually many artistes haf blogs! including DJs etc..
some tt i noe of..
Daniel Wu aka Wu Yan Zu -www.alivenotdead.com
David Tao aka Tao Ze -www.davidtao.com
Joi Chua aka Cai Chun Jia -www.joichua.com
Jamie Yeo aka Jamie Yeo -saw it, but can't rem n dun wish to rem coz i dislike her! oPps.. haha if u wanna noe.. go find out frm Saturday's New Paper... :P
Corrinne May (yepx.. TT corrinne may who sings "Journey") -www.corrinnemay.blogspot.com
Peifen aka 933DJ -www.crazycoolcute.blogspot.com
Cruz Tend aka Ding Zhu Yong (933DJ) -www.cruzteng.com

yapx.. got this info frm Sat's TNP.. so fer those who love dem.. enjoy!!!

oh boi! i'm so excited recently..
everyday i wake up, i juz wished n pray tt its 12 Oct..
so i can fly away (n nv come back)...
yepx.. waiting ANXIOUSLY fer my BKK trip..
ya ya.. i noe its like the 4th/5th time i'm dere.. but hello?!?!
If ur're a shopaholic.. u wun find tt place a bore!!
esp plus the cheap jap food (tt u'll nv ever find in sg).. plus the superb COCA.. haha~
thinking of it is already so... ... .... argh.. can't find a word to describe..
anyways, 12 Oct pls come pls come.. ASAP!!! =)

to the rest of the 4 musketeers:
peeppies!!!
whr u gurls gonna celebrate my bday?!?!
hehe.. bong&me suggested a place..
but i noe SOMEONE would object.. so i haven voiced it out yet..
maybe tt SOMEONE already noes bout it.. wahaha
anyways, i'll juz keep tinking of "better" places b4 we make a final decision k..
*missing my peepppppppies~ *huggies... smoochhhhiessss*

n the clock strikes......
1740hrs..
tada~
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its 1645hrs..

1645hrs..
45 more min to go b4 i knock-off..
*hip hip hurray!!!

hmm..
tmr am gonna get Karen's farewell prezzie wif Shandia @ orchard
oh well.. act, i'm not tt close to Karen..
but well, i'm sorta her lunch-mate fer a couple of times.. so, ya
i shall b kind (like i always am)...
abt Karen.. act i hav some comments to tok abt..
but i rather not type it here incase one fine day, she accidentally chanced upon www.qinz.blogspot.com n i will b deemed backstabber the bitch!
oh shit!
i said i didn't wanna tok bout her.. but i already mentioned tt i haf smthing to tok abt here..
wahaha.. can't understand wad i'm tokin bout?
oh well.. nvm~

u haf to understand tt i've been staring @ tis fking comp since 8.30..
it's no doubt my brain's not working normally like it usually does (oh does it?)
hmm..
act i haf nth to blog bout..
juz needed to take some time off doin smthing off work
wahaha.. in the first place, i wasn't even working..
i was reading xiaxue's past entries...
oh yeah yeah.. i'm bored to TT extent..
reading PAST entries!!! -_-"

i'm counting down.. =)
19 more days!!! *cheerios!
*claps claps.. dances hysterically!!!
..............................................................shaking my booty! oh yeah yeah~

juz bloggin'

oh well, i'm juz bloggin' fer fun coz i'm bored (as usual)..
anyways, i think i realli need a diet..
i wanna b slim (at least) fer my bday!! wahahaha
lame huh.. but well.. at least my bday pics will look out nicer?!?!
oh man! it's like onli 3 wks.. n u thnk i can lose wt?!?!

points at qinz: wahaha!!! u wish lah fat pig!!! -_-"

nevertheless, i'll still try... :o

tokin' bout my bday..
i wonder wad my boi gonna get fer mi!!!
hehe.. kinda excited..
but i better not put my hopes too high..
else if it turns out unexpected, i guess i'll b too disappointed!
like wad ms goh said: yao you shi wang, cai hui you jing xi!!!

anyways, the 4 musketeers:
Make Oct 7 free alrites?!?!
help tis cutie here celebrate her 20th-once-in-a-lifetime bday?!?!
oh.. i 4got ber&bong might b having their exams.. *sigh
/qinz prays hard...

quizzie quizz quiz

hmm..
saw this frm bong's n ber's blog
tot i shd try it out too.. so here it goes:

Get to know yourself better -

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you. (hmm..true? 50/50..)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
(oh well.. totally me!)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
(i hope i've found mine.. :) )

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
(wasn't serious in the early part of my life but nw, i can say, yes i am..)

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
(hmm.. not true lah.. to me, education isn't realli imp.. it's the society tt makes education imp n thus everyone is stressing to be a U-grad.. but hello? juz live happily ya!! does it matter if i'm not a U-grad?oh well.. i'm still gonna take up Marketing @ SIM nxt yr...wadda hell~)

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
(i've thought bout my future n written wad i hope it would be like in the previous entries.. yes, a secure job in the early stage, but i would definitely wanna b my own boss! )

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
(yeah, i hope so... *) Take the first step, take the first step! (rem tis? bong n ber? wahaha)

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
(oh man! tis is totally true!! i realli am concern bout hw others look @ me.. so i seldom wear sleeveless, coz i'm afraid pple will stare n say: wa lau.. the arms so fat still wear sleeveless! -_-"
if i ever hear tt, i guess i'll go get a new top right away!!!)

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
(hmm..mood swings?!?! of coz! who doesn't haf any?)

sHHhh..

shHHhh..
i'm bloggin' instead of working nw
damn bored today, esp wif the weather!
it's fer slping, not working.. mind you~ -_-"

totally restless fer the whole day
can't seem to concentrate on wad i'm doin
so might as well blog awhile b4 i bore myself away again

oh..it's playing "xiao hu dui's" song rite nw..
those of my generation shd noe who i'm tokin bout.. wahaha (as if i'm TT old)
anyways, its e song we always sing during graduation..
the one which is so blardy touching tt i always cry whenever i sing it!!!
if i'm not wrong, the title shd b "zhu ni yi lu shun feng" or smthing..
realli nice to b hearing it again... juz bring back all those sweet sweet memories..

damn! it's not the time to get emotional again!!!
-_-"
bong mentioned bout us playing wif candles during "zhong qiu jie" whilst sec sch..
oh boi! hw i missed those days..
w/o worries, w/o any burdens..
not like nw, some bz wif Uni, some bz bored wif work etc etc
we all are bz wif our own stuffs n hardly make time to meet up
so we muz treasure wadeva meeting ups tt we haf..
be it a coffee-chat-session, a simple meal, wadeva!
i'll definitely b there! 100% chop+guarantee! wahaha .. we used to say tt.. har?

anyways, i'm realli glad u still rem my bday my dearest drama queen!
let's celebrate together!! i missssssssshhhheeeED you soOOooo much! seriously..
i haven seen u like since after poly days..
n its like a freakin' 6 mths oredi!!! oh man! can u believe it?!?!
let's get all the "siao-kias" frm TT05 out again.. n party again orites?
oh ya.. can get pang out too.. juz celebrate 3-in-one againz.. okies?

rites.. think i better get back to work b4 someone finds mi idling away (again)..
till den..
k.i.t~ peeps!

the special entry

it's 17.09.2005 today~

it's my specialcumdearestcum7yr'sfren -Ah Nam's bday (hey, i haven been calling u tis fer ages :P)
so, tis entry shall b dedicated SPECIALLY fer her! b hournered alrites !

okies, so here it goes:
the 3 of us planned a special evening fer the bday girl yest!
yepx! we got her a bouquet of flowers (sad to say, the tulips haven't bloomed yet, so it doesn't realli look nice) but anyways, i believed she still loved it! am i rite? my dearie!!! :)

after tt, we proceeded to Riverside Indonesian Restaurant fer our dinner.. dinner was OK lah.. but at least the price was considered OK.. not too ex..

we finished our dinner at bout 7+,8.. timing was like kinda farnie.. too early to chill out @ e pubs yet.. n so we decided to juz stroll ard n take some pics!!! =)
after tt, we settle @ Liquid Room Bar..
oh man! tt place was fabulous! totally love it.. greatly encouraged fer peeps to try out dere!!!
we spent bout 3 hrs plus dere.. plus "count down" fer the birthday girl dere too..
ohhh.. the birthday girl found her eye candy fer the day too.. wahaha~
oh well.. if fate permits, they'll meet again.. tt's wad she said.. =)

after a long celebration, birthday girl went to meet her fren n the 3 of us proceeded back to my hse...
yepx.. all of us were exhausted n concussed @ bout 3+.. haha~
ying den met us fer breakfast+lunch tis morning @ Delifrance..
hmm.. all in all, i realli hope she did had fun, n did love our surprises n everything else!!!

to you:
finally reached 20.. i'm catching up wif u! 3 more wks (hint hint) haha~ I'm realli glad we're able to celebrate tis yr's bday wif u.. time realli flies! it's been 7 yrs tt we've known each other.. Although in b/w, we had many arguments, we "lost contact", but i'm realli happy tt we're still able to remain close frenz like nw!

it's been donkey yrs since the 3 of us celebrated ur bday.. n i realli hope u did enjoy, n did haf fun! may tis 20th bday b a super unforgettable one fer u!
suddenly @ a lost of words, but i know u know wad we all want fer u! naturally -- the best!

no matter wad, i know u'll find wad u wan, wad u need n wad u deserve in time to come.. so, dun rush into it ok..
last but not least, happy 20th bday (again)..
lotsa hugs n kisses,
Qinz -- ur chang jiao 4eva~

the thinking phase. ..*

i juz read bong's blog..
got mi thinkin'...
come to think of it.. i've been working like 3 mths oredi..
it's not a long time i noe... but seriously, i dun seem to realli get used to tis kinda life..
pple do grow up.. pple do change..
perhaps it's not the time yet, fer mi to b adaptable to the working life..

every morning i wake up, wondering if i can fake an MC so tt i can continue snuggling wif my comfy bed n bolsters .. -_-"
waking up realli sucks!
n forcing my body to work sucks even more! hate it!
but i've no choice.. i need the money, n the so-called-working-experience to help mi in my future..
my pay is considered ave fer a dip grad, currently drawing a salary of 1.4k (w/o deducting my CPF).. n i'm totally on my own nw..
my transport fees, meals, practically everything.! so basically.. i dun realli haf much left every mth.. plus the money i give to my parents..
so, ya.. it's realli diff fer mi to save up.. given the fact tt i'm act a heavy spender.. !

i love gd food! so i always crave fer exp meals.. but i'm so gonna curb tis soon!
told dear tt we would head towards foodcourts/hawkercentres everytime we go out..!!
we need to look forward to our saving up plan! + our future shop~
wahaha..
yeah yeah... i noe we'll b able to do it someday... :)

juz a couple of things.. *

hmmm.. actually wanted to post abt a couple of stuffs..
but i shall juz keep it short n sweet in case anyone catches mi idling off my job.. hehes

first things first:
Had a totally fab night out on Sat.. wif my bestest buds frm KSS..
seriously! it's been ages since i had soOOooo much fun.. love ya girls to bits!
we had a nice chatting session after our ktving..
it suddenly struck mi tt we're turning 21 soon.. n in no time, it'll b time fer us to haf our own career, our own family.. in short - - a new stage of our lives
i'm numb.. seriously speaking..
i dun seem to feel much.. i dun seem to b planning ahead..
all i noe is, i dun need to b a career woman to b happy...
all i wan, is to b able to spend sufficiently and b able to indulge in branded n exp stuffs once in a while... yes! tt's wad i'm asking fer..
most importantly.. i need a husband who loves me, n my dad, mum, sis n frenz whom i cherish all close to my heart! =)
juz thinking of it is already soOooo sweet.. wahaha..

ying asked mi if wee would b my future partner, for live..
i told i her i dunno.. n it got mi realli thinking..
i guess deep in my heart, i wan him to be.. quite badly, to b the special person tt would feed me, love me, shower me wif love, for the rest of my life..
but, it ain't easy.. not a teeny weeny bit...
life is so unpredictable.. so, i dun wish to harp soOoo deeply on the thought...
if fate permits, we'll b together...

i toked to him yest, it's been quite some time since we last had a gd chat..
i asked him bout our future...
i told him.. we'll both start saving after i officially start working..
n after we've earned enuff, we would start a biz together..
i wanna open a shop selling the clothes tt he designs... =)
hahaha... yes.. i hope tt this dream will come true..
in the mean time, i'll b thinking of a suitable name for OUR shop..
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in a few days times, to b exact, 17th Sept, would b our dear Ms Chay's 20th birthday!
i'm excited.. =) n i hope we'll b able to haf lotsa fun..
come to think of it, it's been quite some time since we laz celebrated her bday wif her..
n girl, if u see this, i promise an unforgettable 20th bday.. alrite! take my word fer it.. *huggies*
my wish fer u tis bday: secret! u'll noe it on the actual day! haha~

i better stop bloggin' fer nw..
perhaps would continue on ltr after lunch..
till den....
ja~

hypnotisED

someone's hypnotising me!
oh man..
i need to take a break..
keep nodding my head..
lucky my manager didn't see me.. else i guess i'll b dead!

juz had my lunch not long ago..
damn slpy nw..
bth! need to take a break frm my repetitive work..
has been staring @ the newspapers since tis morning..
tis is horrible work! but i've no choice..
damn it!
i dun wish to quit coz i haf lovely colleagues here.. moreover i'm tied on fer 6 mths..
tis is time i learn to ENDURE!

think hard, no matter whr i go..
it'll still b the same mundane life..
so, slaps back to reality n face the cruel truth!
oh as they always say: truth always hurts! -_-"

i can't wait to go back to sch!!
save me.. save me pple!

october come!!! quick~
BKK.. here i come.. soon! Real.. soon*

yeah! lunch time.. :)

its lunch time nw..
waiting fer veron to come down..
tt auntie always so slow.. -_-"
goin Liang Court fer lunch..
first time trying out dere.. heesh

oh man.. its so boring today..
everyone surrounding mi is not in office..
but well, kinda good also lah..
at least i can enjoy the peace of being alone..
wahaha..

oh ya.. act i haf a "ticket" fer a lunch reception @ Gyu-Kaku tis afternoon
jeanette gave mi the tix.. but she onli gave mi one.. den those tt goin i not close de,
so decided not to go..
yeah yeah... i noe i'm a lil' AS.. oh well, who cares~ :P

oh well.. goin fer my lunch nw liow..
see ya peeps...

oh.. b4 i 4get:
to all NTU frenz... study hard fer ya quizzes ya!!
p/s bong&ber: pls faster finish ur quizzes so u can entertain tis poor girl here -_-"