it's been a long time, since.. ...
i felt care&concern
i felt touched
i felt sparkles
it's been a long time, since.. ...
i felt lovED
[and-why-is-this-so]
Sunday, April 30, 2006
Monday, April 24, 2006
horoscope time
horoscope for [jena&weejye]
Sun Conjunct Mercury
Your relationship may not be so much an emotional relationship as it is an intellectual one. Yours is perhaps a relationship where you can exchange thoughts and ideas, study, research, spend hours in conversation and enjoy mental stimulation rather than physical. For you, sex takes place mentally rather than physically(hmmm..). Rather than having an emotional rapport, you may be more detached and logical in your relationship.
Your conversations will be excellent and since you have so much in common, you probably think the same ways about life in general. You will have no trouble understanding what the other person is talking about. There are very meaningful discussions indicated here and should you be involved in creative or business ventures together (what i always have in mind.. =]), then this aspect is an added boost for the conception of new ideas.
You can feel very close to each other with this aspect, without feeling vulnerable, and doing your "own thing" will be a prerequisite for the two of you. Trips and travel, whether local or long distance, are also part of this aspect. Sitting still may be difficult for you both.
Sun Conjunct Uranus
If you are looking for a traditional, predictable, down-to-earth relationship, well, this isn't it! To the contrary, this should prove to be a very unconventional, spontaneous and unusual union. It will seem there is no structure or order that you follow and people on the outside may think your relationship somewhat weird or even eccentric.
Freedom (so true!) is a key issue in both your personal lives and you both need space to move around in and to grow without getting on each other's nerves. You can expect to be much less inhibited, more liberated and somewhat detached as you learn some strong lessons about being less possessive of other people. This is not likely to be a relationship where demands on each other will be handled well or at all. Instead, keep your expectations as low as possible (yep, i'm doing juz tt)and just take life as it comes to you. One of the reasons you are together is so that you can learn things you would never learn separately.
You can bet that your relationship will be somewhat disruptive and bothersome to you both unless you can embrace new attitudes and can learn from changes that occur in your partnership. This relationship will serve to shatter your old conceptions about life and it will introduce you to some strange and off-the-wall experiences. If you are into surprises, then this is the relationship for you!
Metaphysical, psychological, spiritual and astrological subjects may be introduced into your life even if there was never an interest in them before. Your intuition and psychic abilities are sure to get a boost with this aspect, thus making you very much in tune with each other and on a much different level than you have ever experienced before. Any tendencies you have toward rigid thinking an behavior will be sorely tested with this aspect. This is the only way real change can come into your lives, which is why you are together in the first place.
Sun Sextile Mars
As a couple, you will be active, energetic, courageous and able to accomplish a great deal. You will find that just being in each other's company energizes you and inspires you to try and excel even more. Sports, physical activities and outdoor pursuits will be your strengths and you will find that you do very well in them.
You naturally inspire each other and become each other's confidence-builder, gently pushing the other to be more assertive. Not only do you support each other, but you take pride in each other's work, accomplishments and achievements.
Because this is such an energetic configuration, the sexual side of your relationship may tend to rejuvenate you over and over again. This an excellent aspect for business and personal partnerships. As a couple, you seem to know the right course or path in life to take together and don't mind taking it. Any emergency situations that arise will be handled efficiently (i hope.. ...)and with level-headed assurance, thus helping you stabilize each other and giving you tremendous strength.
Sun Semisextile Venus
This aspect signifies that you just plainly love each other(oh yea!). The attraction is so strong between you that even though you may be incompatible by other standards(did i juz mention tt tis is so blardy accurate), you still feel like being with your partner because of that love you feel for them. It's not that they won't occasionally drive you nuts - they will. It's just that the bottom line is that there is real love between you and there is no stronger emotion in the universe(i've always thought so...).
By being together you can create beauty and form as well as appreciate art and music. Your home can easily be filled with "treasures" that reflect the talents you have. But as always with Venus, be careful of overindulging in the good things of life so they do not become a noose around your neck instead of an object of desire. Remember, the more things you have, the more trouble you art likely to have. You will not mind showing off what you have accrued together, but vanity can become an undesired side effect of this aspect if it is not kept in check.
Avoid hiding any difficulties in your relationship and bring them out in the open so they can be resolved or at least recognized in order to avoid major problems down the road. You may also be drawn to speculative ventures with this aspect, so just remember to be practical in your expenditures.
With this configuration, no matter what difficulties come along to challenge you, you will always feel a need and desire to make peace(& this relates to the constant giving in, i guess), reconcile and create harmony and cooperation in your relationship. This aspect offers a great stability that will keep you from turning against each other, unless the obstacles become totally overwhelming.
A great deal of time and effort can be put into social activities and if you are involved in creative ventures together, then this aspect adds support and form to your ideas.
Sun Conjunct Mercury
Your relationship may not be so much an emotional relationship as it is an intellectual one. Yours is perhaps a relationship where you can exchange thoughts and ideas, study, research, spend hours in conversation and enjoy mental stimulation rather than physical. For you, sex takes place mentally rather than physically(hmmm..). Rather than having an emotional rapport, you may be more detached and logical in your relationship.
Your conversations will be excellent and since you have so much in common, you probably think the same ways about life in general. You will have no trouble understanding what the other person is talking about. There are very meaningful discussions indicated here and should you be involved in creative or business ventures together (what i always have in mind.. =]), then this aspect is an added boost for the conception of new ideas.
You can feel very close to each other with this aspect, without feeling vulnerable, and doing your "own thing" will be a prerequisite for the two of you. Trips and travel, whether local or long distance, are also part of this aspect. Sitting still may be difficult for you both.
Sun Conjunct Uranus
If you are looking for a traditional, predictable, down-to-earth relationship, well, this isn't it! To the contrary, this should prove to be a very unconventional, spontaneous and unusual union. It will seem there is no structure or order that you follow and people on the outside may think your relationship somewhat weird or even eccentric.
Freedom (so true!) is a key issue in both your personal lives and you both need space to move around in and to grow without getting on each other's nerves. You can expect to be much less inhibited, more liberated and somewhat detached as you learn some strong lessons about being less possessive of other people. This is not likely to be a relationship where demands on each other will be handled well or at all. Instead, keep your expectations as low as possible (yep, i'm doing juz tt)and just take life as it comes to you. One of the reasons you are together is so that you can learn things you would never learn separately.
You can bet that your relationship will be somewhat disruptive and bothersome to you both unless you can embrace new attitudes and can learn from changes that occur in your partnership. This relationship will serve to shatter your old conceptions about life and it will introduce you to some strange and off-the-wall experiences. If you are into surprises, then this is the relationship for you!
Metaphysical, psychological, spiritual and astrological subjects may be introduced into your life even if there was never an interest in them before. Your intuition and psychic abilities are sure to get a boost with this aspect, thus making you very much in tune with each other and on a much different level than you have ever experienced before. Any tendencies you have toward rigid thinking an behavior will be sorely tested with this aspect. This is the only way real change can come into your lives, which is why you are together in the first place.
Sun Sextile Mars
As a couple, you will be active, energetic, courageous and able to accomplish a great deal. You will find that just being in each other's company energizes you and inspires you to try and excel even more. Sports, physical activities and outdoor pursuits will be your strengths and you will find that you do very well in them.
You naturally inspire each other and become each other's confidence-builder, gently pushing the other to be more assertive. Not only do you support each other, but you take pride in each other's work, accomplishments and achievements.
Because this is such an energetic configuration, the sexual side of your relationship may tend to rejuvenate you over and over again. This an excellent aspect for business and personal partnerships. As a couple, you seem to know the right course or path in life to take together and don't mind taking it. Any emergency situations that arise will be handled efficiently (i hope.. ...)and with level-headed assurance, thus helping you stabilize each other and giving you tremendous strength.
Sun Semisextile Venus
This aspect signifies that you just plainly love each other(oh yea!). The attraction is so strong between you that even though you may be incompatible by other standards(did i juz mention tt tis is so blardy accurate), you still feel like being with your partner because of that love you feel for them. It's not that they won't occasionally drive you nuts - they will. It's just that the bottom line is that there is real love between you and there is no stronger emotion in the universe(i've always thought so...).
By being together you can create beauty and form as well as appreciate art and music. Your home can easily be filled with "treasures" that reflect the talents you have. But as always with Venus, be careful of overindulging in the good things of life so they do not become a noose around your neck instead of an object of desire. Remember, the more things you have, the more trouble you art likely to have. You will not mind showing off what you have accrued together, but vanity can become an undesired side effect of this aspect if it is not kept in check.
Avoid hiding any difficulties in your relationship and bring them out in the open so they can be resolved or at least recognized in order to avoid major problems down the road. You may also be drawn to speculative ventures with this aspect, so just remember to be practical in your expenditures.
With this configuration, no matter what difficulties come along to challenge you, you will always feel a need and desire to make peace(& this relates to the constant giving in, i guess), reconcile and create harmony and cooperation in your relationship. This aspect offers a great stability that will keep you from turning against each other, unless the obstacles become totally overwhelming.
A great deal of time and effort can be put into social activities and if you are involved in creative ventures together, then this aspect adds support and form to your ideas.
Thursday, April 20, 2006
FREE
EVERYONE except ME is in a meeting nw
& so
i'm blogging.. =P
totally no mood to work lah
wait till they come back.. *ble
i 4got to mentioned tt i had FREE preview tix to watch 16 blocks on tues
my virgin preview movie! =P
hmm
bout the show, think i'll juz rate it a 3 outta 5 bites
not TT fantastic, but, still worth it, ba..
plus the fact tt its a PREVIEW TIX, and it was FREE!!!
who doesn't LOVE FREEBIES?!?!
heard the nxt movie SFC's giving out is "Take the Lead" by Anotonio Banderas!
i'm so gonna watch it!!!
it's juz onli human nature to take advantage of EVERYTHING, b4 i leave.. right?
=P =P =P
blogging juz to make u guys jealous!
wahahahah!
& so
i'm blogging.. =P
totally no mood to work lah
wait till they come back.. *ble
i 4got to mentioned tt i had FREE preview tix to watch 16 blocks on tues
my virgin preview movie! =P
hmm
bout the show, think i'll juz rate it a 3 outta 5 bites
not TT fantastic, but, still worth it, ba..
plus the fact tt its a PREVIEW TIX, and it was FREE!!!
who doesn't LOVE FREEBIES?!?!
heard the nxt movie SFC's giving out is "Take the Lead" by Anotonio Banderas!
i'm so gonna watch it!!!
it's juz onli human nature to take advantage of EVERYTHING, b4 i leave.. right?
=P =P =P
blogging juz to make u guys jealous!
wahahahah!
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
it's settled
everything's settled
i've settled on my "last day"
June 9th~
=) =) =)
it'll be my day of freedom!
n i'm anticipating... soOOOoo much!!! =D
oh yea
i happened to read laz fri's TNP
its the BIG NEWS bout tt malaysian malay who had 10 wives n 66 children
yes, u saw tt
no typo-errors!
he raped 5 of his daughters, all frm diff wives
nt onli once, but a couple of times
n, to make it sound more DISGUSTING, the mothers were the one who helped the fcuking basket rape the daughters.
i nearly fainted when i saw tt
the papers stated tt a few of his wives are "educated" pple who could speak english.
PUR LEASE
if the women had brains, would they be doing this?
somehw, i dunno whether to pity them, or to scold them
perhaps they are juz brainless, or it's jus plain stupidiness
read another news in the straits times (think it's today's papers)
a yr 2 JC goi committed suicide becoz he thinks he's penis is not of the usual size tt normal asian men haf
wtf wth wtf wth
if i were the family members, i would b so fcuking heartbroken
for goodness sake
he's a 18/19 yr old JC student
can't he think for ARSE SAKE?
the docs oredi assured him tt he is of the normal asian size
plus gave him dunno-wad-medication or smthing, lah
n his gf did not even mention anything bout his penis
DUH!
is tt the onli thing tt jc boy has in his mind
faintz
its juz so fcuking stupid
argh!
cannot take it
nw u noe tt ANYTHING can happen in this world
pple of all kinds, diff thinking, diff believes
in conclusion,
this is juz life..
be it happie or not,
we still haf to carry on..
& so,
i'll do my best to bring the happiest moments to my life, and loved ones..
to all my loved ones out there, especially
my family
my boyfriend
closest buddies
I LOVE YOU GUYS!
huggies*kissies
/countdowntober'sbday:4 days!! =)
i've settled on my "last day"
June 9th~
=) =) =)
it'll be my day of freedom!
n i'm anticipating... soOOOoo much!!! =D
oh yea
i happened to read laz fri's TNP
its the BIG NEWS bout tt malaysian malay who had 10 wives n 66 children
yes, u saw tt
no typo-errors!
he raped 5 of his daughters, all frm diff wives
nt onli once, but a couple of times
n, to make it sound more DISGUSTING, the mothers were the one who helped the fcuking basket rape the daughters.
i nearly fainted when i saw tt
the papers stated tt a few of his wives are "educated" pple who could speak english.
PUR LEASE
if the women had brains, would they be doing this?
somehw, i dunno whether to pity them, or to scold them
perhaps they are juz brainless, or it's jus plain stupidiness
read another news in the straits times (think it's today's papers)
a yr 2 JC goi committed suicide becoz he thinks he's penis is not of the usual size tt normal asian men haf
wtf wth wtf wth
if i were the family members, i would b so fcuking heartbroken
for goodness sake
he's a 18/19 yr old JC student
can't he think for ARSE SAKE?
the docs oredi assured him tt he is of the normal asian size
plus gave him dunno-wad-medication or smthing, lah
n his gf did not even mention anything bout his penis
DUH!
is tt the onli thing tt jc boy has in his mind
faintz
its juz so fcuking stupid
argh!
cannot take it
nw u noe tt ANYTHING can happen in this world
pple of all kinds, diff thinking, diff believes
in conclusion,
this is juz life..
be it happie or not,
we still haf to carry on..
& so,
i'll do my best to bring the happiest moments to my life, and loved ones..
to all my loved ones out there, especially
my family
my boyfriend
closest buddies
I LOVE YOU GUYS!
huggies*kissies
/countdowntober'sbday:4 days!! =)
Sunday, April 16, 2006
bkk, again!!!!
yea!
it's confirmed.
i'm flying,to BKK, AGAIN!
19.05.2006 tt is.
=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)
i juz can't stop smiling, u see.. =P
i noe, u guys must be thinking tt i'm crazzie
am i trying to convert to a bkk citizen or wad!
oh well
which girl doesn't LOVE shopping?!?
esp, shopping @ such a fcuking(oPps) low price..
BUT,
tis time rd,
i'm going for another purpose.
i've all the long been rather superstitious
so i hope tis time rd, i get the ans i want..
things hasn't been going on really well for me
i think i need some answers.
answers which i think, would help.
all in all,
i juz wanna haf fun! =)
countdown to ber's 21st: 7 days!
Thursday, April 13, 2006
don't go
alex to's [不走]
挺着胸 勇敢的面对呼唏的风
伤心总是带不走痛 有时候我觉得自己很没用
沉默 完完全全把你放在心中
有太多的话想对你说面对你都说不出口
眼睁睁的看着你离开我 我明白你有你的理由
你回头笑笑的看我 我心中痛痛的挥手
眼泪在心里流
BABY DON'T GO DON'T GO
HOW CAN I WAKE UP TOMORROW
I FEEL SO SAD I CAN'T TRUST LOVE ANYMORE
BABY DON'T GO DON'T GO
OUR LOVE WILL BE HARD TO FOLLOW
IT BREAKS MY HEART
IF YOU DON'T LOVE ME NO MORE
我站在这里双手空空 大雨下的不知所措
告诉我你在玩我 你躲在远处笑我
让我再为你坚持 不走
it's hurting so much, i can't breathe
no, i'm not okay
don't ask.
挺着胸 勇敢的面对呼唏的风
伤心总是带不走痛 有时候我觉得自己很没用
沉默 完完全全把你放在心中
有太多的话想对你说面对你都说不出口
眼睁睁的看着你离开我 我明白你有你的理由
你回头笑笑的看我 我心中痛痛的挥手
眼泪在心里流
BABY DON'T GO DON'T GO
HOW CAN I WAKE UP TOMORROW
I FEEL SO SAD I CAN'T TRUST LOVE ANYMORE
BABY DON'T GO DON'T GO
OUR LOVE WILL BE HARD TO FOLLOW
IT BREAKS MY HEART
IF YOU DON'T LOVE ME NO MORE
我站在这里双手空空 大雨下的不知所措
告诉我你在玩我 你躲在远处笑我
让我再为你坚持 不走
it's hurting so much, i can't breathe
no, i'm not okay
don't ask.
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
bo liao quizzies!
Your flavor is Groovy Grapefruit
What Flavor Fits You?
Brought to you by Tickle
Jena, your flavor is Groovy Grapefruit!
With a laidback style and anything-goes outlook, your groove is mellow yellow. People enjoy hanging out with you for your calming vibe and unique perspective on life. That's probably because you aren't one to let everyday stress get you down. In fact, your pals would say they've rarely seen your feathers ruffled. But as much as you enjoy the company of your compadres, you're just as happy to spend time solo. Why follow the crowd when you can chill down your own path?
Chances are, traditional success has never been a huge priority for you. With your groovy outlook, we'd guess you're more interested in the journey than the destination. This type of thoughtfulness extends beyond your inner circle to the world at large. Whether lending a helping hand to others or getting the word out about social causes, your caring nature is punctuated with a zing that never fails to get people's attention.
Your lucky number is number Two!
What's Your Lucky Number?
Brought to you by Tickle
Jena, your lucky number is number Two!
"Best Friends Forever," Number 2. As the Helper, you probably got more BFFs in your yearbook than most. Everyone thinks you're just the bee's knees. And why wouldn't they? You always buy the thoughtful gifts, complete with wrapping paper and maybe that cute kitten card that says, "Hang in there." But what it should really say is "I want love, too... and presents...and cards with kittens." Sometimes you try to be too much to too many people, yet you want to maintain separate groups. Yes, you Type 2s get a little high on the fumes of your own popularity, and when you start to come down it can be quite the bummer. Possessiveness, dependency, jealousy, and that's just before breakfast. You're at your finest when your motives are pure. Ahhhh, you feel that? That's the soft touch of unconditional love. And that's what you and famous 2s, Bill Cosby, Pavarotti, and Ann Landers do best.
p/s:hmm.. am i realli such a person? if i am, i think i hate myself.. .. -.-"
Thursday, April 06, 2006
sighs
i needed a break off work
so tmr's OFF DAY for me!
yea~
n i'm so gonna juz rot @ home.. !!!
no one's free to pei mi too.. :'(
hehe~
oh well..
it's ok, i enjoy being a couch potato @ home thou.. =P
can't wait!
gonna leave here in an hrs time!
yoooOOOoo hooOOooo!!!!
workloads getting heavier even thou i'm leaving samsung soon
maybe its retribution
i slacked too much when i first came.. wahaha~
hack, lah
i'll juz haf to endure for 2 more mths!
cheerios!
weekends are approaching babes!
any EXCITING programs coming up?
ying's the luckiest!
she's gonna fly to taiwan soon! *argh* i also wanna go!
any sponsors?!?! pls pls pls!!!! *bleahx*
oh yea, bong's goin to norway nxt sem!
fer one entire sem!
shiok bu shiok!!!
but her expense will b like fcuking high!!!
poor gal~~~
but no worries, lah!
ur're gonna return tt en qing to ur parents when u start working..
so rite nw, juz enjoy studying&playing overseas yea~
thou u wun be able to celebrate qinz&ying's bday..
but no worries, we will haf a SUPER BELATED ONE for the 3ofus, tgt~~~
RIGHTOS?!?!!?
gonna miss u loads loads loads!!!
countdowntober's21st: 17days~
so tmr's OFF DAY for me!
yea~
n i'm so gonna juz rot @ home.. !!!
no one's free to pei mi too.. :'(
hehe~
oh well..
it's ok, i enjoy being a couch potato @ home thou.. =P
can't wait!
gonna leave here in an hrs time!
yoooOOOoo hooOOooo!!!!
workloads getting heavier even thou i'm leaving samsung soon
maybe its retribution
i slacked too much when i first came.. wahaha~
hack, lah
i'll juz haf to endure for 2 more mths!
cheerios!
weekends are approaching babes!
any EXCITING programs coming up?
ying's the luckiest!
she's gonna fly to taiwan soon! *argh* i also wanna go!
any sponsors?!?! pls pls pls!!!! *bleahx*
oh yea, bong's goin to norway nxt sem!
fer one entire sem!
shiok bu shiok!!!
but her expense will b like fcuking high!!!
poor gal~~~
but no worries, lah!
ur're gonna return tt en qing to ur parents when u start working..
so rite nw, juz enjoy studying&playing overseas yea~
thou u wun be able to celebrate qinz&ying's bday..
but no worries, we will haf a SUPER BELATED ONE for the 3ofus, tgt~~~
RIGHTOS?!?!!?
gonna miss u loads loads loads!!!
countdowntober's21st: 17days~
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