hmmm.. it's a saturday..
i was home alone fer almost the whole day... sis came back only after mum gave a long distance call to her to nag at her...
oh well.. one more day doesn't make a diff... i've been along all these while... i guess.. even though sometimes ur're juz beside me.. i feel so distant... i guess everything has changed... was it you or was it me? i sense tt we dun feel so much fer each other anymore.. you dun seem to care, and neither do i.. wad's wrong? i guess you're starting to lead your life.. and me? my life is onli filled with cold, unfeeling air... i feel so numb nw.. nth seems to interest me.. n i'm so sick.. i'm sick in the head... i need a psychologist.. i think i realli need one...
i noe tt crying doesn't help.. it doesn't solve the problem in me.. but i can't find no one to tok to.. not even my boyfren ( or maybe soon to be ex-boyfren) i missed my mum so much juz nw.. i dunno why... suddenly... i felt tt perhaps my mum would be able to share my probs... called over to thailand to look fer her.. but she din ans my call ( as usual.. i think she's partially deaf) haha...
i'm forever like tt.. the emotions juz come and go... hw i wish.. it would juz leave me forever...
leave mi... would you?
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