i feel selfish

all these months, all i thought about was my own feelings
hw sad am i, hw terrible i felt, hw mean was him to leave me
i didn't think of hw he felt and wad was he thinking
i feel selfish
i didn't care bout hw he thought bout our relationship
the real reason for breaking up,
hw's he actually feeling

i feel like shit now
i feel so bad, to be only thinking bout myself.

i'm so sorry
i didn't think of how pressurized you might be
wad were u thinking before you decided to let me go
i'm really sorry

and i really feel horrible now.
i feel super selfish


its now till i noe,
i'm the selfish one
and i hate myself for this


the talk made me realise smthing
its not because i can't let you go
it's because i want to be with you, for long term...
and i really really do still love you.